Sunday, January 24, 2010

Hello people, it's me again with an injured leg this time. I had quite a great fall from blading on wednesday, and now im like full of injuries. My mobility had been hindered slightly, but it's not too bad least I can walk on my own, slowly but surely. School's been pretty bad to me recently, classes were damn tough and its not easy to understand. I supposed it might just be me not putting enough effort in school, but that's just school.

Over the weekends, I've been staying at home and spending most of my time sleeping, all thanks to the medication the hospital had given me. I also want to take this opportunity to thank yongming for accompanying me to the hospital yesterday. Without his help, I don't think I can go there on my own, anyway I don't think there will be anybody else that will come to my aid besides him at that time.
Thank you.

Basically this wraps up the week for me and the only thing interesting happened is the fall that I had. I'm so happy, I'm going to meet up with Adeline for our long awaited hot cakes that this wednesday, hahaha. Take care folks!



Art makes the canvas red. Hahaha


I wanted to give up, but somehow something made me stay.

Monday, January 18, 2010

i was once sure of what i wanted and how i would proceed, but after certain things and through talking to some, i guess im back at square one.
part of me had given up, while the other half still persists, clinging onto hope.

show me some signs..
guide me.

Friday, January 08, 2010

something is always there, to represent you.



Like I said, a photo speaks of a thousand words

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

Photographs speak a thousand words.


taken sometime ago when playing mahjong

Peekaboo! Taken together during christmas day.


Well, the same for this!


More to come..

Sunday, January 03, 2010

2010, with love.

Happy new year to all readers out there, in the blink of an eye, there goes the year 2009 and here we are welcoming year 2010. Of course, not many of us would really welcome the new year, it means everyone will turn older. I cant believe im turning 23 soon .. but i guessed i just cant help it. Well, nobody could! (:

So now, let me recall what I've done in 2009.

Army
I've so called 'finished' my service for the nation. Made really great friends there, hoping to keep in contact still, after we ORD. My men, my batch of specialists which mainly from the TA, RNS and Arthur Battery. Wanna thank these great friends for making life there 'enjoyable'
-Peizhi, Elson, Leong, Eric, Andy, Jiunn, Calvin, Zhenghao, Yisan, Chiong wei, Alfred etc...
-Jiabin, Alfres, Daniel, Jun' an, Choy etc..

School
I've enrolled into NTU to further my studies, well times are really tough there. You can never fully catch up with what the lecturers are teaching. Ended my first examinations like a month ago, results were not really good. Kinda expected it since I didn't really put much effort into it. Perhaps, I should say efforts input were not enough. I've joined to play inline hockey, I don't have any hockey history so it's rather difficult for me to learn now. Just to play and have fun.

Life
Alot of people are kinda interested in my life (well, I supposed). To them, I'm a mysterious person. I don't really talk about myself much unless I'm willing to speak up, which I don't usually do. I shall talk about it briefly since there's nothing much to talk about. Life's never been easy for me, or anyone of us but it still goes on. I've been hurt maybe once or twice, I can't really remember exactly but wasn't a very good experience. Luckily there's someone, well maybe not always, there for me - my pillar of strength and hope. You know who you are, thank you! =)
I've got myself a god daughter, I call her breen (not her actual name). Such an adorable baby girl!
I'm learning to play an instrument, the guitar. Like I've said, it's not easy to learn something as you grow older. Things like that are best learnt when young. I think I can express myself better with music and art.
Nearing the end of the year, I've come up with the best gift received award. Naturally this 'award' will go to 'slim'boo! because it's handmade. Handmade gifts are usually the best, but that does not mean that I don't appreciate the gifts that I've received. Either way, I wanna thank all those who's involved. Much appreciated =)

Finally, it's the last part of this post. Here are some simple messages for some people.

Adeline: I want to see breen! I want to play with her. hahaha. and your gift is still with me. Hope you are stilll doing well, and please don't fall sick so easily! Let's meet up and have a good chat. See you soon! =)
P.S: Our hotcakes date! =D

Stupid but lovable Boo! : Our anniversary is coming soon! Haha, but guess what? You can't ask much from a poor student like me. Let's keep it going and going and going and yada yada.. My pillar of strength and hope, thank you. =)
P.S : I still haven returned you the bite from before!

K: You don have to apologise, it's not your fault for not being able to say anything because I seldom talk about the problems itself. So there's really nothing much you can talk about. Anyway you're not the only one who would feel this way, I supposed others can't comment much either, except for a few our there. And please don't be afraid of me, I'm not that scary. Hahaha.


Thanks for reading!

Movie Cast: The Female lead
It's been many years, 6 years? And here it comes again..
Now, I'm really confused.
I don't know how to proceed nor do I know what I want.
Show me a sign, and let me know how to proceed...



Friday, December 25, 2009

merry christmas, earthlings

Merry christmas to you people out there.. Let's enjoy ourselves to the fullest today.

and adeline please remind me when i get back on the 29th! haha, and send my regards to breen & fab too.

Once again merry christmas and a happy neeeeeeeew year.

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

i can sense a tough week ahead. finally im proceeding to my final 3 papers, im so sick of studying. life is so monotonous here. everyday you wake up, do something for awhile then you'll spent most of the time studying. nothing interests me from what i've studied except for materials, which the paper just ended today. sigh..
how am i gonna survive the tougher papers to come? maths .. i really detested maths.


went town to celebrate yuhong's birthday last friday. had dinner with the rest of the guys then we went to crew room.. to sing and to drink. long time never visited such places, really brings back memories when i started drinking and playing pub games. the main reason for me to go for that celebration is rather simple.. there's a few people i wanna see. basically my pillar of strength and hope - my boo counterpart whom bit me while i wasn't paying attention (you're gonna get it! grrr..) and imaginary isa's mother whom i'll only get to see and talk to in person once in a while.. missed the times where we spoke often, well probably.

after that i went to meet angeline at supperclub, and we had supper at geylang 1 2 6 (wan toh sek). the "shark's fin" soup there is good, guessed she knew where are the better night spots than i do. and without saying, i sent her back home.







and if you happened to be reading my blog, here's one for you.
"i know you're waiting for my exams to end then we can watch the new moon. well, be patient! hahahaha (: "

and

dear pillar, the foundations lay strong and let's work towards a future for one which wont crumble. we'll be the best and always will be.. thank you for the times you've shown me your support and also for the trust you've given me.. no matter what you've become of or how bad life can be, i'll always be here, for i'll survive =)
the best since 21st jan o5



"im feeling ... confused. only i can solve my own riddles to life.."