Locked Within.

My feelings are locked within, I never chose to show it out. Even if I showed it out, people wouldn't understand. Some will then say, "People will never understand you if you shut yourself in."
Perhaps I did not want anybody to understand me, so what if they do? They will not understand me completely, not even my family. I chose not to share it, I chose to carry my own burden. Perhaps I'll lighten my load once in a while, but it never gets lighter. Even if i unload part of it now, it will just go back in a few days time.

Is that my destiny ?
Is this my way of life ?

I feel .. so alone