Wednesday, July 29, 2009

haven't blog in weeks so now gonna do a really quick one. i went to town today, had aston's since somebody's treating me. haha. then drop by ion orchard, that place is really huge. lots of complicating escalators, it's not suprising that people will have a hard time finding the shop they're looking for unless you've been there like plenty of times. well, i got partially lost. ion orchard is like the mall in kowloon city, elements, just that they don't have an ice skating rink here.

i can already predict, ion orchard will be my one stop shop, they have everything that i wanted. if i have the time, i'll drop by that place again. perhaps it's the spacious interior that made me want to go back again. im in love with high ceilings.


went to ecp to rollerblade, just came back not long ago. really had lots of fun there, im starting to love ecp, especially in the night where you dont have crowd and the wind is always great to have. =)

let's go freestyle shall we?!

and yes, pain is a gift. at last someone saw it..

Saturday, July 18, 2009

it's been a really tiring day, today.
Everyone's choking me by the neck. i feel.. strained.

a little help please?

i tried to sleep, but i just keep waking up.

i wanted to go town and walk around since i can't sleep. but somehow, something got into me and kept me from not going. in the end im going to try to sleep. perhaps, i'll succeed this time.

Friday, July 17, 2009

people..

please don't come smiling to me while holding a knife.

im a very frail person, if you want to kill me, just do it straight.
perhaps if i got myself into a state of comatose, i wouldn't fight to stay awake again.

because, afterall..
I can feel no colours, no more.



whatever happens, it happens for a reason.
it's ok if people don't appreciate your efforts, what matters most is you know you've done your part.
at least there's somebody to hear you out.

you think you'll be bothered by my family matters? you think you wanna hear me out? there's so many stuff i wanna say to everyone, but im just so scared.

i seriously don't know what i want anymore, i lead such a messed up life.
maybe one day, i should start to reconstruct everything, putting missing pieces back into the picutre.

i'm feel so .. exhausted.
lost of sleep and lost of appetite.
it feels like my stomach is abit smaller now. hahaha.



the song "my way", i can never get sick of it even if i play it for a day.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

haven really been blogging recently because i was really busy with something! i just love the feeling of doing something that i wanted to do. it's really, amazing. the main credit should go to ?. she inspired me to do something with efforts & sincerity. i really wanna say thank you, it's really about the efforts and the process going through it.

ok, i'm damn sleepy. blog again soon!



for what is a man, what has he got?
if not himself, then he has naught.
to say the things, he truly feels,
and not the words of one who knees.


although it may seem like i dont care, because i seldom speak to you nowadays, but actually i do care. it's just that, i have a problem expressing myself, i seldom express my thoughts through words. it's always the action that does the talking for me.
dear dad, please take care and i'm sure it'll be a success.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

and now, im proud to say that im done!
at 2.02am! whoohoo! =)))
so much efforts ..
but who's actually supportive?

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Through this, i actually learnt alot. there's so many things that i can do, it's just the effort that I wanna put into it.

I've worked through the night and went to search for materials by myself. well, more is good!
And now, i cant wait to see the end product myself.

Who cares about the outcome, it's the process and efforts put into it that counts.



It's kinda fun trying to do romantic things once in awhile. haha

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Tis' the season to be .. depressed?
Bad things are happening everywhere. It's just like a disease, and it's spreading everywhere. Friends getting depressed, friends of friends getting depressed. Gives me a feeling everyone will start jumping soon, and thus a decline in the human population.
Well, that's statistically correct.

Been pretty tired lately, can't sleep well in camp. And here I go again, the ARHMEE SUCKS. They burnt my friday night and my saturday morning, and i got think they are doing it every weekend over and over again. this is absolutely sickening and unacceptable!

Fwah la la la laaaa, la la la laaaa~


p.s : YOU! better take good care. let the swelling go by itself and please don't harm you eyes anymore! call me anytime yeah?! =)

Monday, July 06, 2009

playing in the rain..

we all felt like kids.

=)

Saturday, July 04, 2009

woohoo, went to ecp again today! taught val how to cycle, at last! now she can cycle on her own, well without turning that is. so happy.
sk and me left her to cycle on her own while we went to the tutorial's corner to see people learn to blade as well as see people "performing" at the other side. damn cool, perhaps i should try it out tonight.

the wrist is a goner, while the phone will soon be a goner. MO here i come on monday.


here lies another pesky situation which happened to me few years ago. oh how i dreaded this so badly.. the feeling's totally the same which i experienced in poly. the same question goes, just what went wrong?

well, at least i got an answer for that and managed to salvage something out.
but not everyone, will get lucky everytime.

so, just what went wrong? hmmm...

enjoy the sea breeze.

forgo drinking tonight for a much healthier activity, rollerblading.
i just love going to ECP to blade in the night, although tiring as it is, nothing can beat the feeling of having the sea breeze blowing against my face when i'd stopped by for a break. it's so.. peaceful.

sometimes i just wish i can go with the wind and sometimes i feel that the wind is actually telling me something. whatever it is, everything is all in the mind. i love the wind, i love the sound of the wind cutting through objects - esp my ears. perhaps cutting through sounds wrong, a better word from the floor?

heading ecp in the morning again to teach val how to cycle, i hope i can do a good job with a badly injured wrist because i fell again landing on my wrist, AT THE SAME SPOT, again.
let's pray later everywhint will be smooth.









wall oh wall, why are you still there standing so stubbornly firm. is everything gonna be alright this way? tell me now on when, and how will you be broken down.
sigh. zz!




p.s: thanks for cheering me up and kept me going =)

Friday, July 03, 2009

...

shall we get drunk tonight .. ?
en dance?

finally went to blade.

finally i went ECP to blade, had quite a number of falls. but i had fun while trying to figure out how to blade by myself. as i went faster and faster, i can feel the wind blowing against my face, it made me feel relaxed - just like sea breeze.

fell a number of times and i hurt my wrist again. this time im sure i'll be sent for X-Ray once again.. had a great fall on my back too and now my phone's lcd spoilt .. sigh. oh well .. wait till i have the ability to afford a new phone then i change.

after the end of the day,
one painful wrist (L)
and a painful back.


=)