Sunday, September 28, 2008

the vase

I'm gonna have one more post for tonight, as I totally got nothing much to do. Watching tonight's F1 race in Singapore, on TV >.< Too bad I don't have the tickets for it, they're too darn expensive!
How nice if I could be like one of them, driving fast cars speeding down the track without receiving a speeding ticket. Different people have different lives perhaps.

It's been quite awhile since I last ate together with my family, went to Quality Hotel to have dinner with my family, grandmother and my uncle because it was my mom's birthday few days back, on the 26th. The restaurant serves vegetarian buffet, I remember I've been there once before but kinda forgotten when, supposed it was very long time back.

Talking about family, I'm very fortunate to have a great family. Not everyone is as fortunate as me though. Sometimes I thought to myself that I've haven't been spending alot of time with my family members. All of us were busy, mom and dad has to work, eldest sister weren't home most of the times. The person I get to see most often is my second sister, although sometimes she's out with her boyfriend or she went to school. And its not very often that I get to see her too, I myself will be stuck in the stupid camp, doing meaningless duties. The only time I get to enjoy myself there is during admin time, after RO. In layman terms, it's a period whereby that marks the end of the day.

In the past, the only family member I get to see the most often is Tracy. Always there, waggling her tail as I opened the door to home. Come to think of it, it's really good to have her around cos i won't feel as lonely when there's nobody at home. Now, things are different. You know, it's really difficult to get me talking about myself. Afterall, I have a poker face. There's only a few out there, whereby I'll truly let it out. Some of which are pretty obvious, while the others are not.
And fatty, don't worry okay I'm not being emo about tracy again. It's quite a sad case whereby u knew her too late. Perhaps next time when I get a new dog, you take care of the dog for me okay?! Hahaha =Pp

Sometimes I wonder, how do I link from something to the other? It makes no sense. When something goes wrong, it clouds your mind. My vision is blurred, my mind's been clouded, and my soul's wrecked. Fatigue sets in, while the spirit to fight dimishes as days past. I need to fight on, but can I?
Who am I fighting with, you wonder? None other than myself. I am hurting myself while I'm healing my scars.







An irony, which I cannot explain myself.

Poker face

I tried, but I just cannot shake it away. This is really painful.
I have a poker face.
Who would lend a helping hand and wash this scars away?


Went for supper at the tea house near my place with Jinkiat, Minglong, Hongwei. Decided not to join the rest for movie in town, but thanks for calling me anyway. I really can't wait to get my hands on a new DSLR camera. Just checked the pricing online and the Canon EOS 50D is really too expensive. I guessed I don't need such a good camera, so I'll just settle with the 40D.


Many people in my contacts in my list have lost contacted. Perhaps I should spend some time, and spend my time wisely. Time management is such an important issue in life, yet I'm very poor at handling time. TIME AND MONEY!!


Yeah, I guessed readers might be thinking what actually happened to me but I think I'm fine. Or perhaps not, but I don't really bother anyway. I'm so skeptical of my life, it has totally no directions.
I think I need help.



Save me.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

The hauntings of the past.

I'm back on a Thursday night, b'cos I'm on off tomorrow. Went to the hospital for my medical appointment today, and I saw Errick! or rather he saw me when I was eating by myself at the food court. As I went for lunch after the appointment, I waited for him at the waiting area because its not his turn yet. Then I hopped on his car and he sent me back to camp, while he go for his 'off' day. Darn!

I got myself 6weeks of status. The best thing is, I don't have to wear boots! Yeah! :D

It will be a short entry for now, before I actually typed something out.









Everytime I see your photo, I get reminded of you.
I'm scarred. Badly.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Super Import Nights 2008

Yoohoo! Finally some updates that loyal readers wanting to read. I don't even know if there's anybody still reading this crap but oh well, I'll just do the updates.

Went to Super Import Nights and saw many cars out there. Those with cool LED lights, those with superb sound systems and also those with the artwork on the cars. Nothing much there, just took pictures with my camera and most of them were poorly taken due to me shaking. For that, I really want a Canon DSLR camera! I'm want the new Canon EOS 50D if not the older version 40D. Hopefully dad will chip in money to buy the 50D for me. Photography is fun. But let's not go into that yet. Some of the models appeared and I managed to take a few shots. They are always surrounded by photographers with DSLR camera! Totally stand no chance at all! Right, the pictures will be posted at the end of the updates (as usual).

After that went back to SP to see the LTC nightwalk, but I think the main purpose for me there is to see old friends. I didn't really help out much though. Meanwhile, sent Shuejun back to her place from the MRT. Took quite a while before I managed to find my way to her place. Nothing much interesting happened today, just that I find the screamings at the Business Block irritating, 'cos they are rather high pitched. Damn those voices.



Rx-7 (FD3s) with it's hood opened up. Notice the size of the intercooler?

Rx-8 Front.

Cool, mean rims. Lamborghini LP640

Somehow this model seems to attract me.

I find the model on the right is pretty cute.

Matte black GT-R. Batman's new ride


Artistic shot.


Time to go in again. Take care!

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Yet again ...

Finally, my toe is getting to normal state but it still hurts when I tried to run. I think it'll never return to the original state. I supposed when you crack a bone, there's bone fragments lying around, well maybe inside my toe. How are they going to take those fragments out? Operation? Perhaps the fragments can be treated like fertilizer for the toe.
Due to the way I walked for these for these few days, I think I injure my ankle. It starts to hurt when I'm just walking normally at home. Will have to see how it goes on for these few days.

During my stay at home, I got really bored and started to take photographs of my own stuff. There's a piece which I really liked. Anyway here are they ..



This is my room. As usual, it has always been that messy.


My keyboard.


And my favorite piece.


Cheers.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

The ArtHouse

Perhaps I should take time down to the ArtHouse. I would like to have a copy of Zhang Jingna's "Something Beautiful" but it costs so expensive. Her photography skills are simply beyond words, and she's a year younger than me. Such a talented girl.



Picture taken from deviantART.com

My 1st and 2nd visitor

Today I have my 1st and 2nd visitor. My foot's starting to recover, I can start to walk about without much hassle. However if you've noticed closely, I did not apply much pressure on the injured spot because it still hurts when pressure is applied. Moreover it feels weird because the toe feels hard due to the blood clot, well that's what I assumed. It feels like the toe isn't mine. Hahaha.

Jasmine Eng and Jasmine Soh came to pay me a visit, so I asked them to help me buy back dinner. Mee hoon kueh for dinner, mmm... haven been eating that since very long time ago. They still looked pretty alright to me, maybe we still meet up quite often.

Finally my computer's back to normal with further software upgrades, and that includes my iPod. Now it really looked like an iPhone, without the phone itself. Recently I've been rather angry over the computer and my corrupted data. I couldn't save all my photographs some of them went corrupted before I can format the harddisk drive. As for the songs, I extracted them out from my iPod, cool eh? Everything's starting from scratch now. In the digital world it's easy to start from scratch time and time again. How nice if I could start my life from scratch again.

Been resting at home for 4days since my MC started. It's good to take a break from army although I don't have much to do at home. Tomorrow will be the last day of my MC, then I've to report back to Khatib camp again. However I will not be doing any stainous activities till the 26th. Long medical status, perhaps I should start to "geng" and hopefully downgrade my PES status.

Now what I really want to do is to try if I can drive, maybe I should start off slow. Oh well, I couldn't imagine life without driving for long. I probably feel crippled.





Still water runs deep.
Everything you see might be just a deception.






A joker advice for the day
Don't set yourself on fire. It kinda hurt.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Horrible Start of the Week

Right guys, haven't been update for quite some time. You must be wondering, why on earth am I here when I'm supposed to be in camp. The answer is pretty simple, I'm on MC for 5 days, basically that makes up the week. Yesterday started badly, a metallic wheelchoke fell and it's pointed edge smashed into my 2nd toe. Although I was suffering then, I had no choice but to endure the pain till the ICCT Grading is over. I'm not going to waste any more time on that, since it's my 2nd time taking it. It's rather difficult for me to walk, so I had to limp around.

Everything went smoothly until the sparring session, because we have to move about in the arena, somehow I aggravate the injury on my toe. At the end of the session, I fell out and requested to see the medic. They gave me ice packs to put on the toe, it was very cold and when I decided to stand up, I have difficulties in walking, even limping around. So this time I limped very slowly to the railings and proceed to go down the flight of stairs.

The Medic sent me to see the MO and the MO sent me to hospital via ambulance. This is my first time taking ambulance to the hospital. So cool! And at the hospital, I limped around until I finally decided to get a wheelchair thus travelling made easier. Saw the xray and doc says i have a distinct crack in my bone. After which she referred me outside, and so I followed. Who knows, the lady whom I'm supposed to meet gave me few forms and directed me outside to the pharmacy.

As usual, I have to wait for quite a while before it's my turn to get my medication. I waited quite some time just to get a packet of painkillers -__- Terrible. Took dinner and went back to camp by ambulance again. Then packed my bag and headed home. It was raining heavily then ...


Just my luck.

Anybody wanna pay a visit to my home? I'm so lonely here. hahaha
Oh well...