The 365th.

Today is the last day of 2oo7, so much for a blue monday. Celebrated Yongming's birthday yesterday at bro's house. They prepared a birthday "suprise" for him, set up a BBQ station and last of all, the cutting of the cake from bakerzin. Finally I got to see my Zombuddy, Siewkoon!. It's really great to see her and hear from her, haven't been meeting up since.. well I do not know myself. It's been a great day, minus away some of the minor factors plus certain people. Hah!

Now you can really know why people listen to songs, sing songs and even create songs. They express the inner feelings of oneself. It's like unfastening the knot tied around the neck to allow some breathing space. We have to let out some, hmm.. what's that word? Well, I supposed you know what I meant. There's many things I want to say to others, yet I do not really have the courage to do so. Some I did already, but still feeling sorry for the things that happened. 

Hopefully year 2oo8 will be a great year.

 

Cracked sturdy mask.

Back from camp. The first bookout

Finally, I'm back home. It's not like I'm gone for a very long time, but it's long enough. Training at SISPEC was rather tough for me, especially the running part. Guess I have to really work hard on my physical fitness, and not forgetting my combat fitness. The hardest training out of the 4 days was definately the 4km run in my Army pants and the combat boots. I couldn't believe that I managed to complete that run, it must be the mind that's playing tricks. I'm going to be the next LPS(Leader Platoon Sergeant) on the next book in, what should I do?

2oo8 is just a few days away, do you have any new year resolution? Anything in mind? How about a new vision, a new goal? For me, personally I do not have any big plans in mind. Perhaps I should work on my small goals such as getting silver for my IPPT, and some other minor stuff. Sometimes I really thought to myself, am I really fit to be a commander? I think I lacked leadership qualities, or maybe I just prefer to work alone. So many questions, yet no answers to it. Perhaps you can answer that for me? (:

Happy 20th birthday Jasmine! Me and Jas Soh will be turning 21st soon. Oh well, that proves that you have a longer time to stay young longer. Enjoy your holidays!

With Pride We Lead.

Avec Amour ..

the sleepy hollow

2nd post for the day

Alright, I'm back once again. Finally finished packing with my army stuff - got to book in tomorrow morning @ Pasir Laba Camp 0800hours. 

Went to have dinner with my family at Sushi Tei, Thomson Plaza (Japanese food again -___-) Then did some grocery shopping, I think mom spent almost $120, just an estimation though. Thereafter, we went back home - dad drove. The moment I reached my home and looking at the time, I got rather depressed because I HAVE TO BOOK IN ! Someone msg me to calm me down please. Sigh!

I'm going to bed soon and people, I'll be back (Of course I'll be back..)

Thank those who sent me those christmas cards. Much obliged (:

 

Joyeux Noël et Bonne Année

Christmas is here, at last! So how did I celebrated my Christmas? Basically I had dinner at Waruku - Marina Square, with Huimin, Yongming, Hongwei, Jinkiat & Ming Ching. The place we're eating at gave a very japanese feel whereby you take off your shoes before entering the "room", it's a tradition I supposed. 

After dinner, I went to meet up with another group of friends. I saw my "sister" yet again! Maybe I'm cursed, hahaha! Just kidding. We went over to Selina's place to chill out. I felt really bored there so I took a nap. When I woke up, I'm still feeling bored so I went outside to my car and rest while waiting for some of them to finish their movie.

Sent fatty Agnes and Jiawei home before heading home. I was very tired then, all I wanted to do was to get home quickly. It took me only 15mins to travel from Chua Cho Kang to my parking lot. The feeling is good when you drive with the windows winded down, fresh air.

Parked the car, and headed up. Guess what I received early in the morning, a super surprise for Christmas, Mom latched the main door so I got to sleep outside, and not to forget that I was dead tired. Didn't want to wake them up, so I slept outside till 0630hrs this morning.

So much for a merry christmas. Shall update later in the night, and hopefully with pictures.

Joyeux Noel et Bonne Annee (:

Avec amour,

the sleepy hollow

Sentosa Trip

I think it's good to go to the beach once in awhile, gathering everybody there to relax and feel the heat, or hit the waters. Bought a new beach volleyball there and minglong also bought a frisbee. Went there in the afternoon, chose a good spot where there is a shelther and also around Cafe Del Mar, this means that we or rather I, get to enjoy the music. Started the Sentosa trip with soccer(or rather passing around), then we changed to beach volleyball and lastly frisbee so the girls can join us. While playing frisbee, we continued to kick the ball around, this is called multi-taksing =D

Shortly after, some went to play in the sea, we tried building a human pyramid in the sea but got stopped by the lifeguard after a while. I wonder what rules had they implemented, rules suck. Oh well, so we just swam around. I took a short nap on the beach and when I woke up, the place is filled with people. At first, there isn't around many people around the area we chose and out of a sudden, people is everywhere. I think Yongming got really bored so he built a sand hill, and I got really bored so I dug a tunnel through his hill then Mingching started to do the same. Photographs were taken by myself but shall put them at the final part of the post.

Soon, they got up and played frisbee again while I feeling lazy, drew my own name, for MSN display picture, on the sand - again photographs at the end of the post.

Next, went to bathe and had dinner at Seah Im Market and home sweet home.

My own creations with my handprints at the bottom left.

This is the tunnel that we dug.

They covered me in sand, it was actually quite relaxing inside.

Us at the sea.

Something must have happened, but we didnt know what.

A stupid short clip. Watch the way the 2nd guy fall. I love my own laughter.

Random post

Just being random.

Vivian and me

Me, Jinbang and Shangpeng

Jinbang and me

I still have few more photographs not uploaded! Grrr ...

That mask, it's growing again..

Went town with Huimin yesterday afternoon to shop around, it's been a really long time since I've last visited that place. Started off with TOPMAN at Wisma Atria, but the clothes aren't really good looking then proceeded to French Connection and again nothing that makes me interested. Had coffee at the nearby coffeebean, I tried some blackforest crap(It isn't that good as expected but oh well.. just trying my luck!) She had belgian chocolate, not too bad at least it's better than mine. Shortly later, her "main" date came to meet us. Wanted to leave them both together actually, but Yongming called and joined us again around evening. We had our dinner at Far East, Wasabe-tei. OMG, it's wonderful for the sashimi is so fat and juicy. Itadakimasu!

Went home after that because I needed to head to ECP for my BMT BBQ. From orchard, I bought a new belt home, I like it -1987. Headed to ECP w/ father's corolla together with, Jinkiat, Mingching, Yongming and Huimin. Met up with my BMT friends there, some of them brought their girlfriend there too. Spoke to some of the people that I wanted to meet and being the busy me, I was the first to leave the place. Off to Shin at boat quay this time.

Went to drink abit, something is seriously wrong. I kinda hate drinking now, so different from before where I treat drinking as a pastime. Nothing much to do there, it's such a boring place for me. Went to put up at Yongming's place. Had a heart to heart talk with him and then I fell asleep.

To put it crudely, you looked like a hostess. I'm disappointed.

Oh my, I am wearing my mask again. Nobody will know who is the real me, because in the army, we've learnt how to wayang. And through that, I am an actor once again. This world is my stage. 

After a long while ..

Went to have dim sum buffet at China Square Teahouse with Alvin yesterday. After such a long while, I finally met up with him. He's one of my very good primary school buddy still in contact, the rest have gone with the wind =D

The dim sum buffet was very good, it's affordable. Get to eat my favourite har kaw, prawn dumplings? Well, I don't know the translation for it to english, but anyway you know what I meant. After that went to Sim Lim Square because I wanted to get magazines to read. Did some catching up with him and saw his newly done tattoo on his left arm, Maori pattern. After SLS, we proceeded back home. Day not wasted unlike today ..

Well, stayed at home the whole day. Did nothing but using the computer, oh my god I'm turning into a g33k! D0h..
Perhaps I might be going down to Big s11 for my dinner, first of all have to find khakis before going there.


(Photos not uploaded yet, because Vivian have not sent me yet!)



Oh well, Christmas Christmas time is near, time for toys and time for cheers!

Happy birthday Jiahao

Just like the title, Happy birthday to you bro. This post should be done yest but it's just a day late =Pp Went to ym's place in the afternoon, met Huimin first because she doesn't know where he lives. Many people were there before us because, we're late? Lina, Wanting, Jinkiat, Hongwei, Ming Long, Cai wang, Yingjia and Yongming himself. Long time nvr stepped into that place already, saw his mom and his sister. All of us got together and did some catching up. Shortly after, the main lead came with his girlfriend, Michelle. She wanted to give him a surprise, so sweet of her, but I just felt that he got it somehow. Had our lunch gathering together, then Vivian finally made her appearance.

We're supposed to have our dinner at Marina south, however it kept raining so ordered pizza for dinner and went to the movies thereafter, Alvin and the Chipmunks! The movie itself is hilarious and Theodore is so cute! Hahaha. Recommended movie. Supper later and made our move back home, everybody was tired - especially the NS guys. Hoho.




(Photos not uploaded yet, be patient people and once again .. )


Merry Christmas people (:

Tis' the season to be jolly

Everybody preparing for the festive mood eh? I wonder how should I 'celebrate' Christmas, of course no turkey nor ham on my dining table. There are many items that I wanna get for myself, and some of my friends (not all though, I can't afford!) Maybe I should find some time to meet up with old friends, just do some catching up will do.

Nothing of special happened today, everything seems normal 'cept that during the rainy season you can expect rains of different degree. Perhaps I should start generating my personal wishlist, the planning always comes first, but the action done ? It may be compromised.

Too bad it isn't snowing in Singapore if not I'll be sure to take up snowboarding lessons. With high risks comes high level of excitement, however some of the risks aren't worth doing it. THINK WISELY!


Merry Christmas friends!


Random post

POP lo!

Had my graduation parade yesterday morning, the grandstand was filled with people then. Finally graduated from Tekong chalet and moving on to the "Real" thing.

Here are some of the photographs taken yesterday.

Graduation Parade - Hormat Senja Ta!

Doing a formal march pass


Me and my parents.
Me with 3rd Sgt Kritin

Me, Jinbang and Shan Peng

Small Group Photo, F for Falcon. I love this photo.

Group Photo

Another Group photo.

Yet Another Group Photo.

My Section mates minus some of them.

Me and my Sir. 2Lt Redza

Me and Chin Tuan (Chin)


My (Some)Section mates and my Platoon Sgt. 2nd Sgt Ismail.


Me and my ex PC. LTA(NS) Justin

Me with Leon. Ah whoo, ah whoo, ah WHOO!

Leslie, Brian and me.

And finally Goodbye Tekong. A journey to becoming a soldier begins.

Marching towards the final phase of BMT

Alas, the end of BMT is near. Next Wednesday will be my graduation parade, where I will no longer be known as Recruit Chen. Time flies really fast (blah blah blah..), and three months of my life - wasted. A year and 9 months more to waste.

It's been really slack now at Tekong, lots of free time for us to waste unlike before. I'm gonna miss some of my platoon mates there, but oh well we have to move on still. Pain is a sign that fear is leaving our body. I wonder where will I be posted to after this, hopefully high pay less work. Haha, dream on.

Shall continue when I feel like it. Perhaps in the night ..





Sleep tight, *bang*

Byebye Piloting (:

I supposed there's no more piloting for me. It's just one of the many wishful dreams that I possessed. Oh well, dashed (:

There's like too many things in my head, my own personal problems, the vocation I'm going to get after my BMT, the things in BMT itself.

To be exact, one shouldn't think about it too much.

Afterall, who's to trust whom?


Tell me what should I do?

BOOKOUT!

Whoohoo, finally the week is coming to an end. For some reason the time seems to pass very slowly this week, someone up there must be screwing around with the astral timing. Booked out around noon yesterday and went straight to Sim Lim Square to get my extra ram with some of my bunkmates. Nothing of special interest happened there so I went straight home. Oh I bought my first copy of Maxim, wanted to try out the mag. My personal ratings ? I give it a 60.


Went to eat at Chompchomp with not-that-fat-nor-slim ag, jiawei, edric, sharon, selina, ziqing, daryl. Then went back to AMK Hub for a movie of Fred Claus which sucked quite badly in the first 3/4 of the show. The ending was kinda expected, it's like the show in the past (I don't remember the name of it, it's about a person who hated Christmas starting with G. Oh well, I've forgotten)
Sent them back, and finally reached home at around 3.40am +++
I'm so drained of energy.



So be thankful =D

Travelling by Candlelight

I wish I possess a Babylon candle myself and travel throughout the world.
Suddenly I feel lost, and I need a direction soon.

Aerosmith

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping While you're far away and dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever When, every moment spent with you Is a moment I treasure I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing Lying close to you Feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together I just wanna stay with you In this moment forever, forever and ever I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing I don't wanna miss one smile I don't wanna miss one kiss and I just wanna be with you Right here with you, just like this I just wanna hold you close I Feel your heart so close to mine And we'll stay here in this moment For all the rest of time Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah YEAHHHH!! I Don't wanna close my eyes I Don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing Don't wanna close my eyes I Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah And I don't wanna miss a thing

Suddenly I just love this song. Cool
It's from the movie, Armageddon. Quite a touching movie in the past.


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stardust

Saturday had past in such a short amount of time. Staying at home in the day and went to AMK hub in the evening. As usual, the crowd there was rather bad but I wanted to buy some games there. Met up with ym and jh shortly because they were at Jubilee, shops in there are gonna close down soon if no improvements have been done to it. Hub seems to be like the Wisma Atria in the district, just that it's much bigger and it comes with a bus interchange.

In the end, I bought no games because the game that I wanted was sold out. I was rather disappointed though, however I went into a shop selling all sorts of weird signs and I got myself one with the words "haha .. you're behind me again :)" I wanted to buy another one "I may be SLOW, but AHEAD of YOU" but I think I'm gonna get myself into trouble one day =Pp

Went to watch Stardust, and omg! that movie is seriously very nice. I don't mind watching it 2 times though, a happy ending but oh well it's just another fairy tale. Soon thoughts came into my mind, as if I was a blackhole sucking all elements of thoughts in. I'm just aimlessly following the flow of life. BAD! Sent them home and I went back, it was around 2.50am when I parked my car and went up.

fun ?

Obviously some people are jealous that I've slimmed down, hahahaha!! =Pp Alright lah, I've didn't slimmed down that much but at least there's stretch marks proving that I've slimmed down quite abit (Jealous anot? heh)

Booked out on Friday morning because I have to leave for my Airforce medical appointment to do some eye phasing thing. It was a simply a waste of time, after everycheck I have to wait for an hour before I can do the next (8am - 4pm -__-). Went to see my family doctor after that, I've been coughing badly at night for the past few days, I don't trust the MO. I think their medication make my coughing get worse. Ironic isn't it? At around 11pm, I went driving and I went to T3. It's cool! The place feels spacious, the ceiling looks different and the good thing is, there are vegetations for us NS men to camo on and take cover there. This must be due to security issues w/regards to anti-terrorism :D

One more place to go, KPE! and Choa Chu Kang area is hard to go. I got lost, that's pathetic! Now I know, PIE - BKE then KJE. Hah! I'm supposed to go to one of the many Esso petrol kiosks in CCK (seriously, there are no SHELL nor Mobil or SPC! Esso everywhere -___-)

The ride's rough, that's when I kept on getting pushed.

speed

Hello people, it's me again.

Had a long weekend this week, Wednesday(evening) to Sunday(morning). Went to Zouk on Wednesday night, the queue is ... HORRIBLE! I didn't wanted to club in the first place but ym insisted. So that night, I called fatty w/ flabby arms(EPP :D) down. Went in with some of the cscc people first, and seriously I cannot stop emphasising, the queue is TERRIBLE! Not once in my life had I seen a queue so long. Queued for quite some time then finally I'm able to get in then ym called me and saw the queue, he himself don't feel like going in already. In the end I went out to accompany him and fatty. Around 2am then we managed to get in, or rather they managed to get in. Club till 5.30am in the morning, my knees are shaking. I'm drained.

Few days ago, I went down to Lot 1 and finally I get to see Dumbdumb! THAT EVIL PIG (You know what you did) Hahaha. Did some catching up with her for awhile then she's off for some PAP Annual Dinner (I wonder if the people Pay and Pay for the dinner). Then I went to the airport at night. For now there's quite a few places I wanted to explore - The new expressway, KPE! and of course Terminal 3. Airport is such a nice place, that's my usual hangout! People should enjoy the ambience there.

As for today, I'm going to book in soon -___- 10.30am at PRIC (IPPT FAILURES, TOO BAD!)
I'm having 12km route march tomorrow and followed up by SIT Test. This is too depressing!











Everytime I drive, I crave for more speed.

Field Camp

I'll make it quick this time, I'm seriously running short of time because I've to leave for PRIC(Pasir Ris Interchange) soon. Seriously, the time given for book out is simply too short. I'm feeling rather depressed over it, same goes for last week and the next week. I will not be seeing home only after my field camp on the 31st - 4th Nov. (That's your birthday Zombud!)

Fatty! Like I've told you before, don't hesitate to call me when you're feeling down yeah. Although you can't probably reach me in the day, just drop me a text and I'll call you when time allows to. Whatever it is, cheer up!
Smile, for that's the beauty in you! =)
(and you better do smile, if not i pinch your fats! :D)

Zombud, happy 20th birthday to you(no presents though, or maybe not now). Hope you'll enjoy your birthday man, do take care alright?


Right, got to go soon! Seriously, the book in timing sucks.
Ciaos.

BMT

Finally, the first week of the actual BMT is over. Days seems to be passing quite slowly this week and time passes so fast on the weekends. Don't even have the time to enjoy myself because I'm too shagged to go out last night. Sorry guys, I fell asleep at around 2230hrs.

A summary of what I went through on the first week, tried some of the SOC stations. Most of them were rather easy except for the low rope, I still couldn't get the technique for it. IPPT, well I failed it once again, the same stations however my timing for the 2.4km run improved, from 18.21mins to 13.10mins I think it's not really bad already but I'm still depressed that I still couldn't pass IPPT. Lastly, I'm married to my rifle on Friday night, this time little mistakes regarding the gun can be costly.

Happy advance birthday to you girl, I'm just afraid that I'll forget to wish you on the actual because of all the trainings which will make me go flat.
(This msg is meant to be told on 23 Oct 2oo7)

another sunday

Oh my, for now I detest Sunday evening. It's time to book in, I don't feel like booking in. It's not like I have a choice to decide. Oh well, we lan lan have to serve have to serve ar!

Booking-in in a few hours time, wearing my uniform and carrying my field pack and back to Tekong. Life is so routine inside, you have no rights, you have no say, and you long to be free one day.


Met up with my usual secondary school buddies on Saturday for a movie, resident evil. DO NOT WATCH THAT, it's such a waste of money. I cannot believe the boss dies so easily - SO LAME. Then went out for supper at Oasis to have porridge with Daryl and Kevin, luckily I'm not the one driving because I can feel that I'm damn tired.

Oh well, booking in soon. I'm feeling so depressed.




Bestest best, hope you'll enjoy your life more. Don't always get stressed over projects yeah.

Fatty II, my stomach is now smaller and my shoulders broader. Aren't you happy for me? Hehe.

BOOKING OUT! booking in -___-

Hello people!
Finally I'm back at blogging, have been away these 2 weeks. Life is tough at tekong, especially the running part. I'M SO LACKING OF STAMINA, my fitness is poor. The food there was mediocre, you can't expect much either. There's different types of people there, I've already outcast-ed a few of them. Do not show hate, just avoid talking to them, life would be better this way. Anyway it's not really smart to make enemies inside.

I'm feeling rather down now, I'm booking in soon! My god, time is so limited now. I'm tired. Muscle-ache.

SO DEAD.
See ya!

NS

Finally, the day is here. I'm kinda excited and scared. I wonder how will life be tomorrow or rather, later.

Few words to some of my friends before I go,

Bestest best!! Don't get too stressed over your work yeah, try to take a break to relax abit! Take Care. You'd better make yourself free once I'm out! (:

Bro, you too must take care. There will not be any car rides in my corolla for a few weeks, bear with it. I'll miss driving soon.

To all my loyal supporters like the "Witch in university", "Fatty II", "Kevin's Girl", my **** Alicia, my dear girl WL and others, take care! hope to hear from u soon.

Fangfang, happy birthday to you if I don't happen to wish you happy birthday. Take care too (:

there's many people which I haven met, I'll do so maybe when I'm out yeah?



and lastly..
I'm gonna miss my corolla.



see you guys in two weeks time. (:

bigger fonts

FINALLY! No more tiny fonts, readers don't have to squint their eyes anymore. Just edited the size, hope that'll ease reading.

Just one more day to enjoy, and tomorrow I'm fully booked. In the afternoon, I have an appointment(most probably) and at night, I'll have my dinner with my family. I'm kinda excited, feeling abit scared because it's going to be a new environment afterall. Meeting new faces, getting used to a new routine, I'll wonder if I'm gonna be alright. Well, I supposed I should (:

A Busy week indeed.

A NEW MONITOR

Holla guys and gals.

I left a few days more to go before a change of environment takes place. Been living on rather boring basis each day. The only fun thing I do is to drive, drive, drive! Although tiring, I can't really get used to life without the car. Of course I don't usually drive as often as my dad does, but without the car I feel "handicapped". Maybe it's all for convenience sake (:

Went to East Coast Park yesterday with Natalie, Ting, Lee Kian, Alexis, Ken & one more guy whom I forgotten his name. Those mentioned with names are my secondary school friends, Ting and Nat are my secondary school good friends. At times I'll still keep in touch with them, both are busy girls studying in NUS and the the latter, Kaplan (something like that). Met the girls at Bishan Junction 8 to fetch them and met up with the guys (in the other car) at prata house because the other driver didn't know the way to ECP -__-" Therefore, I set the pace and he followed my car all the way there. Spent quite awhile there doing some catching up with them. And as expected, sent the girls back home before heading back.

Today(I meant Saturday) went to junction 8 to meet one of my buddies. Then went to Minglong's house to try the PS3 and I just got back home shortly. It wasn't that bad, but the games were perhaps quite sucky especially Ridge Racer 7 - super unrealistic.
I think I'll stop here, I'm tired.

Check out my 22" monitor. IT'S BIG. Hahahahaha!! :D

The boy who doesn't express himself well.. soon he'll be a man

iMac

Oh yeah! I've finally transformed my computer into a mac looking pc. Changed the icon's and skins of the tool bars etc.. iTunes instead of Winamp. Everything is different now, I liked the outlook of my computer now.

It's totally COOL! My god. Right, I'm nuts.

Ikuze!

It's been quite sometime since I last updated this crap. Well, it seems like for almost every post, the starting line has always been that. Nothing of much interest to update 'cept for a few.

On Saturday, I went to Aranda Country Club to celebrate Peiqin's birthday. That pig, left me alone because she's the main lead and something else happened but then it's not really nice to say it here =P The crowd there was really big and poor me, I didn't know anybody there. Nevertheless for the sake of my very good friend, I SHOWED UP. You should feel honoured! Heh.
Didn't stay for long because I didn't know what I should do there. So I hit the highway and landed myself in Changi Airport's carpark. Some situation occurred so I went there to relax for awhile before I hit the highways again. Met up with brother at her place to wait for the rest who are at J8's cinema. Went to some HK cafe for supper. Shortly, I went to brother's place to collect my car and sent my buddies home. Time around then should be around 4am plus.

Although very tired, I didn't sleep because I wanted to send my mom off at the Airport(once again), Pops driving so i get to rest. Witness her flight, then pops, me and my sister went home. I fell asleep in the car and when I got home, I slept immediately. I was totally drained off my energy.

dohdoh

Salut!

Friday is the best day of week, I love Fridays. Hanged out with my die hard buddies, the usual place - it's either at Bishan or Ang Mo Kio. And did the usual activity - snooker or pool. Though it gets boring at times but somehow you just enjoy the company.
Miss those secondary school days, no problems, no troubles, all the fun times, all the joys.

Celebrated brother's birthday on Thursday, very last minute. Jiahao asked me out to go out to celebrate for her, LATE IN THE NIGHT. Being brothers, I agreed without much hesitation. In the end where did we go, YES you got it right - Airport. Took some pictures, let these pictures speak for me.

I can't smile in photographs. It's so hard.

Brother, our birthday girl.

Three of us at the airport with that slice of cake

Played Uno while waiting for time to pass

In the car.

The hooded man. The car isn't moving. In engineering term, we called it static load.

For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught
To say the things he truly feels and not the words of one who kneels
The record shows I took the blows and did it my way!


Naught : Fail/Lost

The gates are opened

Howdy people,

The gates of hell opens today, buddism beliefs. Felt rather cold around 12mn to 2am(beyond that I was already sleeping). Winds were rather strong, and so the cold weather. Or perhaps otherwise?
The last hamster passed away yesterday, hopefully it'll find peace.

This week is the start of the exam week, good luck to everyone taking their exams in SP. Bless you if you haven't hit your books yet. It's hard to fail in SP, all you have to do are you PYPs and tutorials. Listen to the tutor, not the lecturer. Study smart rather than study hard - put in the essence of both and you'll score.

Nothing much to update in my life, hmmm, basically I drive alot recently. Yeah!

When I come up with more interesting incidents then I'll update them in my blog.
For now, take care!

So long!

S O B

Salut!

Time for some short updates before more people think that this is a haunted mansion filled with cobwebs and large white cloth.

Yesterday went out with Jiahao, Huimin, Lina & Wan ting to Kovan area to have our dinner. I was waiting for my dad to come home with his car so that I could drive, and the downside of it was that Jiahao had to wait for me for almost an hour. The girls arrived before we do for a 90mins - a full time soccer match. Driving was terrible last night, before meeting Jiahao at J8, I nearly hit the rear of another car because I was going abit too fast, RUSHING FOR TIME!
And the 2nd time near hougang, I got distracted and I never realised that the car infront stopped, until I looked forward and jammed the fucking brakes. CLOSE SHAVE!
Remember people, NEVER GET DISTRACTED WHILE DRIVING.

Dead tired

*Time 5:13AM*

Finally I got back home, I am dead tired from driving but it was fun. Met up with 3 of my brothers + lina, wanting and huimin. They're all very "steady" people.6 of us cramped into my humble corolla and we went to Bedok 85 market to have our supper. Really appreciated them, we joked and on the way just keep talking. While driving back it rained somehow so I sent each of them back to their homes, of course the girls get to go home first while the poor driver always get home last! -___- and one more problem is PARKING. I had a hard time finding a parking slot when I can finally go home. Home was so near yet so far, I had to search around for an empty parking lot, and at last found one, quickly parked the vehicle and went home. Upon reaching level 6 of the HDB, I heard my neighbour's clock struck 5 and only did I realised that it's rather early in the morning.

Thanks guys! I'd really appreciate the company although you guys did not know of the true reason. Only one of them knew, we chat while waited for the rest. It's like the Good O' Times again, heart to heart talk although now left only the two of us.

Alright I'm tired, but I also wanna thank my little-darn-devil-daughter-which-I-adore. Thank you so much for your concern, I took care of myself while driving and I did not drink! (:

Thank you people. Today or rather last night was quite depressing, felt very vexed. I should be alright soon,

Thank you once again. I really appreciated it (:







I wasn't really mad at you, all I wanted was your msg when you reach home. I was partially waiting for it while I drive. Just wanted to make sure you reach home safely, and it never came. Of course, you're not obliged to do so.

You got PS in the day and you're pissed . And now you're doing the same thing, how would I feel? Wear my shoes and feel my sole. It's painful.

The whole matter wasn't your fault, I never blamed you.I really wanted to find someone or something to allow me to get my cool back. So I took all the blame, never did I once blamed you.



If only you see this ...
and I hoped you'd understand.


If only ..

Sorry.

fresh air.

*DONE LATER IN THE NIGHT*

SUPERFICIAL HUMAN BEINGS.
I'M BEING ONE MYSELF.
AND IT'S FUCKING TIRING.




I just wanted to breathe some fresh air, who cares what will the ongoing activities be.



Maybe it's true, if I don't say then nobody will understand.
Yeah right, as if it'll bother anyone.

Piano

*DONE EARLIER IN THE NIGHT*

I love the piano. I love piano pieces, it's so soothing and calming.
At times listening to what you've said, I felt discouraged. At times, I felt encouraged. What is this? Mind games ?

Give me a more obvious answer. I'm so lost.

My blog, my sanctuary, the place where I blog most of my inner thoughts. I'm not good at expressing myself in person except for the things which I hate. I don't trust someone easily, they would be taken away from me eventually. That fear, I pity myself.

At times we need to be selfish, for the sake of our own happiness.
I, am I too kind?


My dear NP gal, just where did you go ?

Another boring day

I've stayed at home straight for 4 days since Monday, I seriously need to go out soon. For tomorrow morning, I shall go for a swim and buy some baking ingredients at the NTUC in J8. Most of the time you cannot find company, so what I'll do is to do things myself and learn from it. Sometimes I just need some company, some care and concern, maybe a little love and recognition? Oh well, sometimes you cant find any of those and all you can depend on, is yourself. You, are your greatest weapon and YOU, are you worst enemy. And one more thing, it's hard to trust, even for little things.

Alright alright, my fault. It's must be me, not others (yeah right..)
It's been some time since I've been really frank about myself to someone, until recently.
That fear of close something taken away so suddenly, it's unimaginable. Having experienced it a couple to three times dynamically, you'd tend to set up a "protective wall" against everyone. Until that special someone comes along with the correct hammer and tools, that hard nutcase of yours will soon reveal it's seed.

Maybe wrong analogy, but yeah some people still get it. Well, the minority of course (:

random

Today wasn't really that good. I found out that I've misplaced my passport, up and down I searched around my room. I've already done searching the possible places but I still cant find my passport, just where did I place it? The only thing in my mind now is, perhaps my passport lies with Sembcorp for I cleared my room quite recently and I could accidentally throw my passport away. I am so dumb, oh dear .. I am feeling rather depressed. Sigh!





All I wanted to do is to keep on giving,
and all I want is a little recognition back.
Thanks for giving me that answer I need.


You've set the rope for me to keep going on,
allowing me to reach my final destination,
as time passes by,
hopefully.
I'm glad (:



P.S : But I can't get over my passport still!

Exploded with joy.

I'm totally happy. HA! I'm going nuts. My night filled with joys.
Whooohooo!


((:

Site Revamped!

Alright people, finally got this site a new look. It's a piano skin now, I loved the pianos alot. Used to learn them when I was a little boy, but I gave up somehow. If only someone motivated me to continue then.

Camp was not really that bad, I practically drove throughout the days when I'm in camp for I did not stay till the end. Experienced something not so new, in a not so new place either - in the room behind the yellow door. It's quite a frightful experience though, but I'm not really that scared for that moment.

Did nothing, no posts and all for the 2nd day except to fetch the food committee to collect their food when I was really tired. I practically got not much energy left in me, and driving in that condition made me get agitated easily. Saw some of the NS men coming back, "gathered" and talk. Told their own stories and got the "crowd" entertained. Shortly after, I drove back home that night.




If you're scared, hold me.
If you're not feeling good, share with me.


Whatever it is,
I'll be there..
waiting.

Smile often, for it's beautiful on you.

Driving crazy II

Okay, I just got back from driving. I've been driving for 4 hours in total. 2 hours with a short interval of supper and then another 2hours straight of driving. I am so damn tired now, my neck is aching! Driving isn't that fun, it's so tiring that my right foot is aching. Went from one end to the other with my sec school buddy. I'm so glad that he could make it as it was a long story before I started driving. Oh well ...

Went to Jurong/Clementi area and from there went to Changi village for our supper. "Attacked" the highways again, it really links from one place to the other, so convenient (: I broke my current record and set a new one at 140kmh, I think that's the max the car can go. Anyway I do not want to go fast, I just wanted to see it's performance. I'm a safe and responsible driver! Hehe.

Random thoughts.

Yesterday I got a funny reaction from my mother. It's exactly the same like those you see from cartoons.
I told her I drove at 130kmh last night then she said ok, drive must becareful. Suddenly she shouted, 130kmh!?
The expression on her face then was priceless.

Today, as my grandmother is discharged from hospital so someone has to go and fetch her. I didn't know I'm supposed to drive her back with my aunt and uncle, NOBODY said a thing 'cept for dad, I thought he was just merely asking last night. Until the moment my aunt called, she told me to get down when she calls again and I was like "huh, what do you want me to do then?" She said I'm supposed to drive there, my mom knows about it already. Then she came home and ask me whether I can go anot? C'mon lah, since it's already decided then why ask me. So irritating.

They reached already. I'm off driving.

Driving.. A good way to clear your head of thoughts

*TIME 4.49AM*
I just got back from driving, went to alot of places today. The destination points were like this, Ang mo Kio, Kovan, Bishan, Sengkang, Edgefield Plains, East Coast Park, then back to Sengkang, Ang Mo Kio and lastly went to top up fuel at the Shell Station near my house and finally home.

I'm so tired, and I think something must be wrong with my joints. I keep getting aches all over, I'm aging fast. Haha. Think too much perhaps!? (:


I've been thinking while driving, maybe I shouldn't rush things. I'll take it slow, sorry! Sorry for the inconvenience caused.
Well, if you were even here to see, that is.
I know nobody's taking me seriously, everyone is treating me like a joke, but I sincerely apologise to you alright?

This might be another post that's talking to myself! Hahaha.
No one talks to me anyway .. sigh


Can you understand my feelings now? External + internal factors.
Grandmother please be alright!

*Added on 10:55pm*

Places to add- Changi Airport, I've forgotten about it.
I want to drive again, I think tomorrow.

Don't treat me like a joke

Life is really funny till this point. It seems that I saw myself in the past, looks like I saw my own mirror image. It's true to the point that it's weird. Dear whoever up in the sky, is this a sign for me to love myself more? Hahaha. Making a fool out of me, I think you did it - whoever is up above.

Don't treat me like a joke.
Don't run away.

It's not about you,
It's about me.

I need to drive, the urge to do it. I cant possibly coop myself at home the whole time.
Yeah, right.

...

Of course it'll be better if things go the way I wanted.
But more often than not, things doesn't go the way I wanted.

kreJ

Who's that jerk ?

Oh well, nobody! He's just me ..

*Added 3.05am*

Things that you've said, really put me into serious thoughts, throughout the bus ride and even when I reached home, I've been thinking about it. I know you are just kidding, it's not your even your fault, I feel bad when you felt bad. It's about me, thinking on what I've done so far. It's always me. I am so sorry for not treating you nicely.
Like one of my brothers told me, go for it. I know I should really go for it, but now come to think of it, maybe I should wake up my idea. I don't feel like giving up, but it's like fresh flower planted into the cow's dung (which obviously is me!)

Tell me, what should I do? Will you?



Feeling very weird, I am quite lost.
Give me some directions.

Mmmm.. One quite beautiful saturday.

I woke up, it was raining heavily outside this morning. I got the impression that somebody walked in, wanting to close the windows for me but I hurriedly went to close the windows and that somebody walked towards the door and left. Shortly after, my mom knocked, asked me to open the door while I just told her to come in and she said my door's locked. I was rather confused for that moment but the thoughts disappeared when she asked me to go downstairs to take something up.

Went out for my treat and watched transformers yesterday. I did truly enjoyed myself alot, thanks! I'm glad (:

Transformers is a very nice movie. The way the robots transformed into their vehicle self to their robotic self is very cool. The sound effects were good- the extra "boom" when Starscream's jet took off. I recommend it to all people out there although there are some crude jokes which you need to think a little to understand. "Sam's happy times - It's a father and son thing" Hahaha.

Something definitely not good is that my grandmother's been hospitalized. Mom said the cause might have been stroke. I guess when you're old you tend to suffer from illness like that - stroke, cancer, rheumatism etc.
Grandmother, hope you'll get well soon! It's not that I don't care, it's just that I cannot communicate because of language barrier.






Enjoyed your presence all along.
Hopefully I'll win this round. Well, hopefully.
Who knows.
(:

Home sweet home!

Just returned from a pub at Outram area to celebrate Nick's birthday, he's dead drunk today. I didn't drink alot, I paced myself. Haha. Nothing much, just celebrated his birthday, I played pool while some sang songs (I can't sing, for god's sake). Then some of them got really high, so they didn't know what they're talking about, UNLIKE me. =Pp

Went to eat prata cause my stomach's growling, and soon I'd returned home shortly. After blogging I'm going to bathe, mind me but my hair's all waxed up.

I'm actually looking forward to meet you tmr, I shall make it worth alright? I don't care if this is a chance for me, but I'll enjoy myself alright. I hope tmr will be quite a memorable day for you (:
Yes, we'll see.

Who knows what will happen, but there shouldn't be anything happening. Nevertheless, I'm really looking forward to it.


Cheers! (:

*That was3-4am post, I didn't really take note of the time*





*Added on 10.24am*

Drove the Yaris to fetch my mom at the Toyota Service Repair Centre near my place. Everything is weird about the car, I didn't like it. The driver seat was too high, the clutch was hard to get. The only thing I liked about it is, it's small, the steering is hard which I liked alot, I don't have to turn alot to get to the point I wanted and it's power (the ability to push the car forward) because of it's size as compared to corolla's. Apparently the already serviced corolla begun to show some problems and guess what, the previous repair did not include the current problem. Why? Because they forgot. Do your checking properly before releasing the car, darn you.

Why am I talking like I own the car? Oh well ..

Pfft~

PICTURES!

Alright people, these are the few pictures I took when I was real bored.

This is the female security guard dog at my working place. She's a beauty.

This is her male counterpart. He gets agitated easily but I'm not really afraid when he barked at me.

Some stupid shot of my Sakae frog. Who's that at the back?

RoTTING bad

Howdy people, how's your day today? I'm totally bored with nothing much to do at home so I've decided to give a shot at updating my blog with nothingness.

Yesterday was boring as usual, never get to go out nor get to do anything interesting 'cept for making my room into a "club" like environment with just the speakers -___-
I bet today's gonna be the same, no doubt. Hopefully Jane did bring my Japanese geta to school, I'm arranging her to meet Gaston, who in turn will come and meet me at the bus stop to pass me the "goods" x)

Okay, let's wait awhile longer to see what will happen later in the day. Then I shall update this boring-site-which-nobody-reads again.


Laters!



*Added on 8:52pm*

I am back. I'm so happy today, finally I get to wear the geta. The sound of the wood banging onto each other, that's so cool. Nevertheless, I'm still bored. SOMEONE PLEASE TALK TO ME ONLINE!

For god's sake, TALK TO ME!
Hahaha.


Cheers people! (:


*Added 11:07pm*

Obviously nobody reads this anymore.
Nobody talks to me.



Boohoohoo!

40th post. Now I'm a free man

Morning people. Today's a great Saturday, well I supposed. Been working for the past 2 months and now it's time to take a break and really enjoy myself before I'm exported out of the mainland =D

Work was rather okay at BOSCH, and my contract ended yesterday. I will not miss my work, but I'll miss feeding the two security dogs at Tat Ann Building. One was rather friendly but the male dog was easily agitated. Even I couldn't believe it that I actually tried to get near those security dogs. I fed them once in a while after my lunch break.

I wonder what I'm going to do at the start of new week? Hmmm, besides staying at home, there must be some places that I can go, definitely not back to BOSCH of course. Well, we'll see. It's good to plan ahead but not too far ahead at times. I'll just live normally and act on situations then.

Where to today? Town anyone? But it's Saturday and the town must be real packed with people. Maybe I should go on weekdays, I want to get myself a cap. My dear grace, are you getting me one soon?! Hahaha.

(:

To Downtown!

Woke up early in the morning and went to orchard with Yongming. I wanted to get myself a cap so I searched and and low for one and sadly, I couldn't find any!! That is so sad. In the end I got myself an Adidas jacket for $109. I liked that jacket, it's not the standard jacket everyone is wearing. Mine's a climate cool jacket, meant for soccer training? The colour is black, white and brightly orange coloured w/ a hood.

Stayed at home after that as I was very tired. Channel U showed Initial D at 8.45pm
In my conclusion about that show, Jay Chou can't act (Sorry girl, daddy just couldn't stand that crying part when he broke up with his girl =Pp).

I can't wait for the Friday to come, the day where my contract ends. I don't think I will want to extend the contract IF there is a chance, I just want to take a break from work. It's such a bore, I should enjoy more before I get enlisted. Speaking of which, I'm working tomorrow morning - So mundane!

Zzz.



To love or not to love, that is the question.

Specially for you

Happy 20th birthday Kristie!
Hope your wishes will come true!
Stay truly happy always, alright?! (:

Brand new day awaits.

Today's a Wednesday, I should go driving soon if not I'll get rusty. Started working at Bosch yesterday, it was totally slack. The pay is better compared to the previous company I'm working for. Moreover, the location is so freaking near to my place - WALKING DISTANCE! XD

Brought some stupid pig to eat at Sakae(say SA-KAI-EE) sushi and spent a total of $68.xx It's been a long time since I last went there to eat, I'm quite a regular there. I love the green tea and one of the Dons. After eating then headed straight for home. Finally, I've received my CapitaCard yesterday. The moment i saw "Dante Chen", I knew what it was somehow because I only used this experimental name when applying for the card. It's has already been activated today. Now i can do online transactions provided I have the reserves to do it.

It turns out that I'm getting better as the day passes, not that sad nor troubled. I can feel that a great day will be waiting for me somewhere ahead of time. People don't understand me, neither do I allow them to.


CONTRaDICTING.

untitled

Is it really true that everyone changes after they found their own partner?
Then why will I even bother to get my best efforts and think about how to resolve the matter and causing my previous r/s to be strained. It's weird to be telling your female partner that you're feeling sad over a girl, that isn't related to her nor related to me in blood - It's just not right. But why did I do so? It's either that I'm not afraid to cause strain in my r/s in exchange for the friendship back or I'm just plain stupid.

No one is perfect, we all did the wrong things before, chose the wrong choice or simply not doing anything which is indirectly wrong (avoiding the problem is not right!). I'm not perfect, neither are you. For every wrong things that we do, we will usually want a second chance. It's like condemning someone and giving him a death sentence straight. Even giving a death sentence requires serious thinking and views from others. It's not like you are wrong in your choices, what you have chosen is what you think is right, be it morally or immorally.

Perhaps I'm not talking sense here, you judge for yourself. People often overlook that sometimes they themselves are in the wrong, to push the blame onto others is only human. In this selfish world, there's always a "Me First!".

For everything that I've have done wrongly, I just want to say I'm sorry.









Say if you're in the wrong, would you apologise for your wrongdoings too? (:

Stolen song

One short post.

Sometimes it's weird how you get to know someone and that person can click so well with u, like you have known each other for ages - destiny, fate perhaps? However it's also weird how those people can just disappear in your life say, just a few months later? Everything happened just in an instant. Maybe the both of us didn't put in effort, maybe we just took things for granted or perhaps it was just me but i kinda miss the friendship sometimes. Oh well, I guess there's nothing much I can do either.






Just a short post.

Driving crazy.

Went town with Siewkoon yesterday as she wanted to shop for fathers' day gift. I met her late cause I didn't feel like going early. When we met up, we walked abit then we searched for a place to have our dinner. It's a crappy Saturday night as all eating places were packed with humans, so we bought McDonalds' and brought it outside to eat. Do not buy the Shrek burger, it tastes like crap. Soon we left the Takashimaya area and proceed to far east to look for her shoes. Walked around fareast, got nothing and so we left. On the bus, we met alot of our whitelyan juniors. Finally I saw Siyu! She's going to be a nurse when she grows up, a noble job. The rest I'm not really keen about it. Hahahaha.

Edric, Sharon, Selina and Jason then came to my place later, I offered them a ride because I didn't want to stay at home. It'll make me go through a hell of thinking process and make myself feel low again. Today's Sunday, I'm feeling better now and I told myself that after this week, I'm going back to my normal self, with or without my mask on. Anyway, Edric is really poor with his directions on the road, everytime give wrong directions -____- The most vivid thing about last night's driving is that I turned into the direction for the oncoming car then I faster turn around and exited it. We had supper at Selina's place, chomp chomp - and they still haven paid me fully yet! =Pp
Sent Jason home then next off, the Bishan kakis - Edric and Sharon. Finally it's my turn to drive myself home. I've parked the car and got out of it and headed home.



Driving is seriously tiring.

One beautiful saturday morning

Rise and shine everybody and let us enjoy this Saturday morning. My apologies for not updating for this period of time, I felt disgustingly lazy. Like you said, cobwebs surrounding the places already - time for some cleaning up :D

Recently haven been feeling really well, some things have made me feel very low, but i managed to survive it somehow. Friends in need are friends indeed, but where are my friends? Oh well, that night was horrible. I was desperately in need of talking to someone then, but yeah, no aid just to survive on that horrible night.

Went to CMPB to take my Piloting Aptitude Test few days back, it was rather hard and I felt that I've screwed up. It's like my dreams are going bust, maybe not everyone is cut out for piloting.

I've quit my admin job yesterday, now it's time for me to relax abit. I shall practice my driving more often, memorise the roads that I've been to and things like that. Anybody want a ride around Singapore?

Now I'm using the new computer which is in my room, I kinda like it as there are brightly coloured led lights on my CPU tower, keyboard and mouse. When I switch off the lights in my room, their true colours will show. It's beautiful and say, romantic? Ha. The new system is good, finally I've been able to play most of the games that I couldn't play IN THE PAST. Hell yeah!

Well I think that's about it for now, I'm hesitating if I should go out later. Perhaps I should stay at home. Yeah, perhaps.





Who needs love anyway? (:

My life so far ..

It has been quite awhile since I updated my blog. Things have been rather quiet so far, nothing much to explain. Let's just see how my life have been .. so far.

Well, I'm rather happy with my achievements so far, I have graduated from the polytechnic, got finally got my driving license and there's a place waiting for me at NTU. I'm rather blessed now, however we can't stop after achieving targets set by either others or yourself. For now, I hope I can successfully get into being a pilot. I've sent my application form and now I'm just waiting for an answer. Oh well, hopefully I'll get in, I'll be extremely overjoyed. Or perhaps this goal is set too high for me to reach. I don't know.

Tomorrow is a public holiday, Vesak Day, which means NO WORK. Haha. It'll be a long weekend for me as I'm leaving the country on Friday morning. I haven't packed my bag yet, I feel so lazy and kept on procrastinating - the phantom of procrastination. I wonder what I'm going to do at home or maybe I should go out and enjoy myself, but I got no company -____- boo!


Lot's of pictures to upload but it's in my phone. The ultra sensitive cable makes me pissed off while trying to get that damn thing to get connected. Grrr! Let's take a look at some graduation photos I've took then.

Deborah, me and Jane. Both of them look like they didn't have enough sleep.

Me and stupid ass Hongzhang

My Fyp team(L to R) - Bernard, me, Eugene and Shenglong

My 3 year classmates- Brandon, me, Yazid, Eugene, Sheng long, Vicknesh, Bernard and the one in front, Fairul.

Yuhong and me in front of our MM block

Anything or whatever ?

Death before my eyes

Finally I am down with fvr.

I feel so cold..

Way of life

He walked.. and left the scene with a painful sight. His back is scarred, and never could it be washed away.

Locked Within.

My feelings are locked within, I never chose to show it out. Even if I showed it out, people wouldn't understand. Some will then say, "People will never understand you if you shut yourself in."
Perhaps I did not want anybody to understand me, so what if they do? They will not understand me completely, not even my family. I chose not to share it, I chose to carry my own burden. Perhaps I'll lighten my load once in a while, but it never gets lighter. Even if i unload part of it now, it will just go back in a few days time.

Is that my destiny ?
Is this my way of life ?

I feel .. so alone

I'm a fake. Do not trust my appearance. It deceives.

I have changed, perhaps drastically from the last time.
My appearance don say much.

L'acteur parfait pour la scène parfait.
The world and me.

another goal accomplished.

I'm overjoyed!! I passed (:
Thanks everybody for the good luck that you have "prayed" for me. The weather is good, the traffic is rather smooth and that resulted in my license.

Merci tout le monde.

Stay Calm.

It's already Sunday, time passes so fast. Tomorrow is the dreaded day that I've been waiting for. MY TEST! Oh my, hopefully I'll pass. Those who read this post, please, wish me luck for tomorrow. I'm starting to get nervous. Damn you jasmine! =D

What am I supposed to do? Uh oh ...

OWNED!

I'm just going to post up some one picture. It's a celebration for Minglong's birthday at KBOX. Look! Just your luck to have friends like us.

Friends "Forever" (:

Time for an update before the cobweb starts growing. There's nothing much to update for I've been staying at home most of the time. Seriously, there's really nothing much to update. I NEED A JOB. Anybody intro me some decent jobs ? My time to NS is still long.. ugh!

The course you accept

NTU - Mechanical Engineering

has been registered by the
Joint Acceptance system.

Thank you.

I'm happy I did.

Stupid humans.

Stupid humans >:8(

Simply Overjoyed!

I am Overjoyed!! There's so many things I want to say. Okay, perhaps not that much but no words can express my feeling. I don't have many things to share to others, so be honored if I do tell.

Oh well ... (:

Congratulations Cousin Wendy !!

Went to my cousin's wedding yesterday at a aloha chalet, it was very simple and very special. I think I will prefer things this way, in a way that you can treat it like a gathering. A buffet style instead of high-class restaurant dining, it's not like I'm complaining but having the buffet style is so much better, FREE AND EASY w/o restrictions in movement. Talk to my cousins while we're all eating together, then can see my uncles BBQ-ing some food such as satays, chicken wings, kebab etc. There are 3 Philippines singers playing their guitar and singing to the crowd. Perhaps I prefer the way it was done because I don't get to see many unfamiliar faces besides my cousin's friends and her husband's friends.

After eating some of us gathered inside the room to look at the wedding photos, and had some insider jokes. Oh well, they're funny :D Then we talk about other things in life as well, updating about each other.

It was an enjoyable night (:







You wont admit you love me.
And so how am I ever to know?
You only tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.

Ol' Human Judgement

My views for humans are still the same. It's still in a negative manner.
Shower me with some love. Change my thinking towards human beings.

Tired ? Tyre-d.

It is such a tiring day. You felt like you didn't have the mood to do anything besides rotting at home. Went for the FO BBQ at Pasir Ris Park, it was packed with people. The whole place was practically very noisy. Upon reaching I went to the Seniors' Corner and talk to the people there. I cant seemed to link myself with most of the freshmen, it's either they don't get what I'm talking or they doesn't seemed to open their mouths. OH WELL ... it's torturous to talk to such people.

Nothing of interest happened there, it's all talking and talking. OH I REMEMBERED, we played the game of excitement - the losers get to drink, potion X =D
One of the freshmen was more steady, and she's a girl! The guys were rather humji, but the last few games they played. They make so much unnecessary noise lah. My favourite Yinzi vomitted! Poor girl, but oh well, that's what you get when you lose.

I AM TIRED, and i forgot to take pictures -_______-

Late night out.

Hello world!

It's 4.38am in the morning and I just got home, so I'll just be updating some of the interesting things that happened today or rather, on the 20th April.


In the day, I went downtown to buy some cheap or so I thought chocolates, SINS. Then headed down to school. I saw Mr Quah and Mr Lai, Quah's my very good lecturer and Lai's a very helpful technician in materials lab - the both of them are more like friends to me. The way I talk to lecturers is totally different from the way I talked to them. If you're around you'd notice, that's for sure (:

After that I accompanied Kevin down to Orchard because he's meeting someone for a job interview. While waiting for the person, we went to Borders. I wanted to find my French book for Dummies (the big yellow book) and successfully I've found it. When I have the money, I might get myself that. After that went to meet Joel, Mingching, Jiahao and brother(Yingjia) at Junction 8, the usual meeting place. Had a catching up session with them, and we went to the arcade after that. Joel spent $9 to catch some stupid piggy toy, but it was rather affordable for the size of the toy - lucky bastard XD

Nearing midnight, Yuhong drove his car down to my area and picked me up for supper together with Daryl and Kevin. We wanted to go to Geylang, because we do not know the way and the driver followed my aimless directions and in the end we ended up in Holland V. Oh before I continue, middle finger to you Edric - don't agree for the sake of agreeing and not turning up AS ALWAYS. We ordered things to eat and drink and of course had our men's talk. It was very interesting. Sessions like this should come by more often :D

This is just the summary of the day's happenings, I'm tired for the day so this is where I'll stop.








THE CHOCOLATE FLOWER NICE RIGHT? PRESERVE IT OKAY?! XD


Bonne nuit! (:

Japanese Geta for Men

I love this!

can somebody get me a pair please ?! :(

The boy who doesn't sleep much

It's back. The signs are back. The four-hour syndrome shows. It's so cool for your bio-clock to reset every four hours of sleep. Oh well, I find that special and it's cool! :D

Stayed at home for the day, should be going down to the bank to bank in my cheque and finally get my stupid ass to out of home. Most probably I'll be going down to scout for somethings. I haven't been to town for such a long time, I wonder how's Orchard now? I feel obsolete now, oh well it's up to me to make a change. BE OPTIMISTIC. What's so difficult about that anyway, it's just a trip down to town and I'll be fresh again. That's the feeling of someone going to school on the first day after a long break (:

I skipped meals today. I wonder what did I eat today.
Uh oh...







Je vois tout.

What I call as a Black Thing

Short post with a picture.

This is what I call as a Black thing. My new pizza recipe, actually it's not really that new. Oh well..

Pizza of Death.

Pulau Ubin Bike Trip

SALUT!

12/04
The bike trip was good. I slept at 4.30am and woke up at 7am for the bike trip. Met up with the people at Tanah Merah MRT station so we can take the bus down to Changi jetty and board the bumboat to the island. It was a miracle, I reached the place ON TIME - 10am. There were a total of 13 people - me, Steven, Hwee kiat, Yu jiang, Yih dar, Jason, Ziqing, Florence, Chin sun, Jocelyn, Pei Shan, Guo qiang and Kristie.

When we're on the island, we went to the shop we always go to. However it's shop doors were not open so we rented our bicycles from the shop beside it. There were so many roaming dogs around, so cute. We cycled around the island, there isn't much changes in Ubin, 2 years ago it was this and 2 years later it's the same just that the trees got higher i supposed. At around 3pm, it rained very heavily so we took shelter at the shop houses. To me, rain was a good thing because it will make the sandy areas of Ubin muddy - I love muddy tracks. I don't care about cleanliness when I'm in Ubin, I love to get real dirty. We took quite a number of photographs. After looking at the photographs, it would be much clearer as it would, if i explained in words.

The fresh graduates shot

All of us on top of the quarry

Taken in front of a Ubin resident's shop. There's a wild boar inside

Back to our bicycles after exploring some reclaimed land. Malay tombs are located at the far end of the photograph.

It rained heavily, Yu jiang cycling in the rain as a forfeit.

This is me with a dog trying to take shelter from the heavy rain. She's so adorable.

2nd part of the journey, after the rain. Lost merchandise found - a yellow floating object.
I'm the one on the left. Notice the colour of the waters.

Victory after finding and making no use of the lost yellow object.

A trip back to mainland Singapore. An enjoyable trip.

More Ubin trips anyone? :D

Au revoir.


HELL YEAH, TODAY'S FRIDAY THE 13TH. I LOVE THIS DAY. Celebrations ?