Happy Deepavali celebrations to my indian friends. Today's a public holiday (yeah, we all know that -_-), so I wanna say " Let's take a break guys! It's Monday. " Right, I'm starting to think about my complicated and messed up life. It felt like I am close to nobody, or you can also say nobody is close to me, not even my family. Well, I don't know but I only speak of my problems when there's a need (like you guys need explanation on that). I am slowly living in my own world, one fine day I'll just have to shut everyone out. Perhaps only animals may tread on the desolated grounds of my very own world. Everyone else will seem superficial then.
You're a king to your own world, and nobody's going rule it for you. You're a stepping stone to everybody, so it's only natural to watch your back. You have to step on stones to get up, chances and opportunities don't come by very often. You're the referee to your own game, people will to play by the rules, your rules. You have to set up a safety perimeter, so that anyone goes beyond that, can and will understand what pain is.
Somehow or rather, I've become sick. Not sick in the head but I've caught cold and it's starting to piss me off. Let me just call it the tap which wouldn't shut itself. Got to book in by tonight, and there goes my long break. I have still yet to do all the preparations needed, perhaps by this week everything will be settled. And a not so surprising news today, my phone never rang at all. Hohoho!
It will be a cold, silent journey.
Monday, October 27, 2008
time flies.
Time flies really quickly as it has always been. Looking around my surroundings, friends have started to get married and some even have kids. Then when I start to do a reality check on myself, and so I thought "Damn, I'm getting old".
Why is everybody rushing to be a fool? Isn't it too early to settle down just yet? Wise men say, only fools rush in. Guessed there's more fools out there than we can ever imagined. Oh well, that's their life. I can still remember my buddy once said, "I feel that you life is very messed up. You're so mysterious." And slowly I asked around, and they said some other stuff but to sum it up, mysterious. Why, why am I leading such a sad life? There must surely be some stuff to perk things up. Maybe one day someone will tell me a different thing.
Been at home these few days, only drove out in the night to relax. I finally caught a movie at Cineleisure, Tropic Thunder. It's a stupidly funny movie, great for easing things up. It got a really weird start and a weird ending, you should watch it for yourself.
As for today, I spent the day at home doing .. nothing! Then went out in the night with my family and grandmother at bottle tree seafood restaurant at Sembawang area. The place wasn't too bad, the food was alright. The plus point is that they have the sea for you BUT it was too dark to see anything beyond the street lamps. Perhaps more boats should pass by the area to make things colourful. Other than this, I practically rot at home.
my blue and blurry,
maybe i need big hug.
but who cares anyway, I'd probably will fucking massacre everyone.
DIE!
(I think I need a psychiatrist. )
Why is everybody rushing to be a fool? Isn't it too early to settle down just yet? Wise men say, only fools rush in. Guessed there's more fools out there than we can ever imagined. Oh well, that's their life. I can still remember my buddy once said, "I feel that you life is very messed up. You're so mysterious." And slowly I asked around, and they said some other stuff but to sum it up, mysterious. Why, why am I leading such a sad life? There must surely be some stuff to perk things up. Maybe one day someone will tell me a different thing.
Been at home these few days, only drove out in the night to relax. I finally caught a movie at Cineleisure, Tropic Thunder. It's a stupidly funny movie, great for easing things up. It got a really weird start and a weird ending, you should watch it for yourself.
As for today, I spent the day at home doing .. nothing! Then went out in the night with my family and grandmother at bottle tree seafood restaurant at Sembawang area. The place wasn't too bad, the food was alright. The plus point is that they have the sea for you BUT it was too dark to see anything beyond the street lamps. Perhaps more boats should pass by the area to make things colourful. Other than this, I practically rot at home.
my blue and blurry,
maybe i need big hug.
but who cares anyway, I'd probably will fucking massacre everyone.
DIE!
(I think I need a psychiatrist. )
Thursday, October 23, 2008
You
You..
are just a tool
You..
are just a joker - to entertain and to deceive.
You..
have nothing
You..
are nothing
are just a tool
You..
are just a joker - to entertain and to deceive.
You..
have nothing
You..
are nothing
Sunday, October 12, 2008
once in a blue moon
Finally, I've decided to get myself to type something in this update. But don't pinned your hopes too high for there's nothing interesting to read about my life.
Right, here we go.
Let's just make things simple for a start. I've finally upgraded my handphone plan to iTWOplus because there's longer talk time. If these free 300mins talk time were to use to call my friends, I wouldn't mind for sure BUT no! The 300mins talk time were mostly for NS stuff, depressing! -_-
Anyway I've also changed my hp again to E51. I know that is a very common NS phone but who gives a shit, the resolution is clear, the loudness is there and that is what I need 'cos the volume for the previous phone is way too soft.
I have many things in mind that I wanted to buy really soon. A Canon EOS 40D Camera, a dry-cabinet for the camera, new polo tee shirt, a Bvgari cologne, a pair of BOSE/SHURE earphones, an external HDD with really large space etc. I'm very reluctant to changes for certain things such as cologne. Maybe I should get the Bodyshop one instead, haha.
Went rounding last night with my poly friends. Went to yishun dam and get to watch cars chasing one another, so exciting. Then went to Jurong west because Daryl went 'holland'. The intended destination was supposed to be at '40 tiang'. After that sent some of my friends back home, and while I was on my way back, something really random happened but I shall not blog about it here.
Some of the photos taken quite some time back. It's not the recent rounding adventures though.
Alright, back to camp.
Blue and blurry.. I'm still waiting for your arrival.
According to legend, must wait for 12years.
Right, here we go.
Let's just make things simple for a start. I've finally upgraded my handphone plan to iTWOplus because there's longer talk time. If these free 300mins talk time were to use to call my friends, I wouldn't mind for sure BUT no! The 300mins talk time were mostly for NS stuff, depressing! -_-
Anyway I've also changed my hp again to E51. I know that is a very common NS phone but who gives a shit, the resolution is clear, the loudness is there and that is what I need 'cos the volume for the previous phone is way too soft.
I have many things in mind that I wanted to buy really soon. A Canon EOS 40D Camera, a dry-cabinet for the camera, new polo tee shirt, a Bvgari cologne, a pair of BOSE/SHURE earphones, an external HDD with really large space etc. I'm very reluctant to changes for certain things such as cologne. Maybe I should get the Bodyshop one instead, haha.
Went rounding last night with my poly friends. Went to yishun dam and get to watch cars chasing one another, so exciting. Then went to Jurong west because Daryl went 'holland'. The intended destination was supposed to be at '40 tiang'. After that sent some of my friends back home, and while I was on my way back, something really random happened but I shall not blog about it here.
Some of the photos taken quite some time back. It's not the recent rounding adventures though.
Alright, back to camp.
Blue and blurry.. I'm still waiting for your arrival.
According to legend, must wait for 12years.
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
grocery shopping
It's Hari raya puasa today, I supposed I got it right. Happy new year to all my malay friends! Right, since today's a public holiday, I practically rot at home and only went out in the night. Went to Juncti8n for a MOS burger dinner(haven eaten MOS burger in awhile) and then went to do some grocery shopping with Daryl at NTUC. Bought alot of snacks to fill my cupboard with junkfood, next up I'll accquire my licence to set up a mini mama-shop hahaha.
Went rounding last night with Elson, Peizhi, Leong, Shirong, Jiunn. A total waste of petrol, and the night had been spoilt by heavy rain in the West Area. During then, we were at the 40 tiang(40 lamp post) stretch. Tried doing stupid things there and nearly got into accident, because the weather was very bad and I did not check properly. Luckily, all went well. Driving around and Elson wanted to take a nice photo but too bad, it wasn't really successful. Due to the heavy rains, we had to go to a multi storey carpark to take, it was too bright then. Then drive off again to waste more petrol and yada-yada, I got home at around 4am.
I realised I cannot update anymore, 'cos I'll be booking in soon. Haven't been talking to much people online, soon I'll just have to isolate myself like a contagious disease carrier. This world is too much pain.. I should just blow everything up. Boom!
fattyboo! haven't spoke to you properly in quite awhile, make sure you're doing well in your studies and your life hahaha. Sometimes I just missed talking to you but everyone just got busy somehow.
Blue and blurry, does that ever exist?
One question for readers of this blog(if there are even anyone reading), what is the maximum number of cookies can the cookie monster eat?
Went rounding last night with Elson, Peizhi, Leong, Shirong, Jiunn. A total waste of petrol, and the night had been spoilt by heavy rain in the West Area. During then, we were at the 40 tiang(40 lamp post) stretch. Tried doing stupid things there and nearly got into accident, because the weather was very bad and I did not check properly. Luckily, all went well. Driving around and Elson wanted to take a nice photo but too bad, it wasn't really successful. Due to the heavy rains, we had to go to a multi storey carpark to take, it was too bright then. Then drive off again to waste more petrol and yada-yada, I got home at around 4am.
I realised I cannot update anymore, 'cos I'll be booking in soon. Haven't been talking to much people online, soon I'll just have to isolate myself like a contagious disease carrier. This world is too much pain.. I should just blow everything up. Boom!
fattyboo! haven't spoke to you properly in quite awhile, make sure you're doing well in your studies and your life hahaha. Sometimes I just missed talking to you but everyone just got busy somehow.
Blue and blurry, does that ever exist?
One question for readers of this blog(if there are even anyone reading), what is the maximum number of cookies can the cookie monster eat?
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