Intentions made clear..

I'm hesitating to leave blogger for wordpress for their neat/slick outlook.

but then again, I have to think of a new site name.

suggestions ?

試了才知道痛

Life's like looking through the misty glass windows during rainy days.
Everything outside of it is not clear to us until we take further steps to make it visible. Yesterday, I had some training with my company and I saw one of my men, trying to get up the rope but he failed. And moments later, he tried again, and he failed. After umpteen times of tries, despite the rope burns that he has, he kept trying and finally he succeeded. His first time ever to reach the top of the rope.

Where did he find this sort of motivation? Why don't he give up? Where did this strength came from?

Tell me, show me, give me that sort of motivation..

Took a walk in the rain on the way to camp, keeps the mind alive.


因為不想連累大家

所以我說不出口

OMG, it's saturday!

Friday seems to pass by so quickly and Sunday is around the corner! ok maybe not..!

Just returned back to Singapore, and my throat is feeling rather sore :(
guess I'm having inadequate rest and I seldom hydrate myself.
Supposedly to be sleeping now, but I'm heading out to donate some blood soon. Well, I THINK I can donate being the fact there's still abit of alcohol still running in the blood.

"Trust me, you will not be able to donate.. hahaha"

I came, I saw, but I haven't conquered. Always been telling myself to pack my room one of these days since I'm free. But obviously it hasn't been done yet, ok maybe a little later. A little procrastination might just save the day, some day. My clothing apparels are everywhere, papers, junk, my spare rollerblades, this, that.. It's piling up. Luckily I still have my Ol' seasame street kind of bin. Trash inside can last very long, that's what big bins are for, no? :D

Oscar's bin painted white.

I'll continue later.. I'm so tired.. (I dozed off while bloggin..)
Fatigue's coming in like a punctured damn. Zzz.



Adeline: paaaaaaaain, can you hear the sound of the coins?

If you see something you don't like, change it.
If you cannot change it, change your attitude.
Complaining helps no one.

A fulfilling thursday.

I had a wonderful thursday. Met up with adeline to have lunch together, it's such a long time since I last met her. Haven been able to see breen either, she's such a big baby now. Hope I'll get to see her soon !

Wanted to meet up with sk and the rest to give her a treat because I was in town. And she's having a tough period. However, her stomach feels funny and maybe she's also lacked sufficient sleep. So in the end, I called the whole thing off and went off for abit to rest, for like 5- 10mins before heading out again.

Jas asked me out for dinner with Jas and her friends from her university. Again, it's such a long long time since I last met up with JasE. Catch up abit, and all of us have dinner together at some japanese restaurant (I've forgotten the name!) JasS uni friends are also very funny, made some new friends over dinner and had a enjoyable time together. We made plans in the near future (few weeks) to go to all sorts of places.. hopefully everyone can make make.








somewhere deep down,
you'll be there.
I feel so much lighter, and now, less 'burdened'

Communicating beyond the human language

You active little monster, thanks for listening to me just now!
That's a secret between us. I'll buy you bones for that!
Don't spill it ok ..

Only you'll know what I'm thinking!
Only you can see it my world through my eyes.

Thanks butts! :D




Maybe to you, I'm just another option.

Rekindled on a glowing splint. How long will it burn?

Baby.

Ohh wooaah (3x)
You know you love me,I know you care
Just shout whenever, And I'll be there
You want my love, You want my heart
And we will never ever ever be apart

Are we an item? Girl quit playing
Were just friends, What are you saying
Said theres another, Look right in my eyes

My first love broke my heart for the first time,
And I was like
Baby, baby, baby ohhh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought youd always be mine mine

Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought youd always be mine,mine (oh oh)

For you, I would have done whatever
And I just can't believe, we ain't together
And I wanna play it cool, But I'm losin' you
I'll buy you anything, I'll buy you any ring
And im in pieces, Baby fix me
And just shake me til' you wake me from this bad dream

Im going down, down, down, dooown
And I just cant believe my first love would be around.

And I'm like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought youd always be mine, mine


Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohhh
I thought youd always be mine, mine

Luda
When I was 13, I had my first love,
There was nobody that compared to my baby,
And nobody came between us or could ever come above
She had me goin' crazy,
Oh I was starstruck,
She woke me up daily,
Don't need no Starbucks.
She made my heart pound,
And skip a beat when I see her in the street and,
At school on the playground,
But I really wanna see her on the weekend,
She know she got me gazin',
Cuz she was so amazin',
And now my heart is breakin',
But I just keep on sayin'...

Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought youd always be mine, mine

Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought youd always be mine, mine

(I'm gone)
Yeah, yeah, yeah (6x)
(Now Im all gone, now im all gone, now im all gone)
Gone, gone, gone,(gone)
I'm gone.

Why did I do that?

It's the start of holidays and I have nothing much to do. Staying at home only means that I have more time to think about stuff. That isn't cool when the exams are over! 'cause it drains up mental power, sucking your brain cells dry! Perhaps we could have swallowed batteries to recharge ourselves, who needs caffeine or redbull to keep yourself energized for abit.

I could have brought this little terror back if only he wasn't someone else's pet. he's such an active little canine. reminds me of tracy and dick when they're really young, playing with each other and making lots of noise until my eldest sister had to come out to give both of them a scolding. Sigh, kinda missed those times. Dick was given to others when I was in Primary 4 if I never rememebered wrongly. Still remembered I cried like shit, the moment he was taken from me. Guess, I'm happier while I give my heart and soul to canines. Brought smiles to me, lets me forget my troubles for the time being. In all, making me a happy guy.

Meet buttons #1

Meet buttons #2

How I wish I can co-own him. Hahaha.




Sometimes I think that I'm too nice.
And being nice puts me in a vulnerable spot for some hurt at times.
I wonder why did I do that..
Perhaps I'm just chasing after another shadow..

Someone asked : " What if I asked you to stop? "
I guess I couldnt bring myself to do it..
There's something about you that I can't resist..
Something so very special..



Take good care of yourself.
Drink more water and get ample of rest.

I can't help myself from falling..
and I think I am ..

My my my..

My oh my, finally exams has officially ended - paper today was terrible as well. But like every other good things around, there must be an end somehow. Recalling back the torturous days, where I keep facing the same stupid scenery for weeks.

I really hated this place.

I took some of my belongings back home and now, soon I'm going to make my second trip down again. Just needed some rest to relax, however things don't look too well. I'm falling sick, and the headache is just terrible.

Look at all those past year papers! Looks like it's not the end.
Tune in for more ...

All along I wanted to tell you a little something..
but ...

What the fuck?!

It's another depressing paper..
Seriously, what am I doing here in university? Sigh.

During my paper today, I spaced out and I had thoughts about apply Laselle or Nafa while my question is still blank.

Seems like the thought had really gone out of hand..

Sigh.

Depressing ...

Back for more.

It's been really long since I last entered this typing space (don't take the overdued post into consideration..), for I haven't seen or encountered anything interesting to blog about, until recently..

Time, an element which cannot be manipulated by any of us, passes by without you knowing it. When I look back in time, I've realised the many changes which took place around me. Come to think of it, I've been in that stupid school for almost a year and the exams are also coming to an end ( 2 more papers!! ) Well, everything has to come to an end some day I supposed, be it good or bad.

Been pretty stressed up at work due to the continual studying which took place during the examination period. It feels like all life has been ceased, and I'm feeling zombified whenever I returned to that same spot which I'll study at. It's always the process whereby you wake up> eat >hit the books >eat >sleep. Life feels like a loop command, you don't get to do anything else besides a little of facebook and twitter. And after every exam paper, I'll come out feeling really depressed- which got me thinking back on friday's paper. I'm sure to fail, even with moderation, I bound to take it the next year :[

Depressing ...

I'm glad that I'm being appreciated. The smiles that you can bring onto the faces of others, the feeling of joy that you can give others, even for a short period of time, makes me happy.
It's like trying to extend a helping hand to save someone out of a shithole, perhaps ultimately things won't change but at that instance you've brought joy to them.

Thank you.
Thank you for appreciating me.
And yes, I'll always be there.
And because of you,
I'm really happy...
Thank you.

OVERDUED!

ok i know im late but, EXAM'S COMING ! so wait.. be patient, JUST A LITTLE WHILE MORE ALRIGHT? :D

I wanna let all my limited supporters know that i really appreciate your efforts for checking out this blog even though it's hasnt been updated for quite some time. THANK YOU! *cheers! :D

First of all, happy new year guys. It got to be the best period of the year! Chinese has always a problem when it comes to gambling. We, love to take chances. Ok, maybe not all of us but most of us gamble during this period of time.
Besides having to gamble, we'll get red packets from our family and relatives and on and forth. BUT!! to me, I feel that getting red packets is secondary, it's more of the blessings especially from my mother's relatives. It's always very lively when they come to my place during the second day of new year.

And now, I'm back at school! BORING! Didn't really like my timetable, especially the subjects I'm doing. 3 tests coming up next week, and I haven't started doing any. So dead, so dead.

So, have you had fun during CNY ?
Please remember, gambling has it's risk. Always limit yourself and don't get drawn in too deep (:

Hello people, it's me again with an injured leg this time. I had quite a great fall from blading on wednesday, and now im like full of injuries. My mobility had been hindered slightly, but it's not too bad least I can walk on my own, slowly but surely. School's been pretty bad to me recently, classes were damn tough and its not easy to understand. I supposed it might just be me not putting enough effort in school, but that's just school.

Over the weekends, I've been staying at home and spending most of my time sleeping, all thanks to the medication the hospital had given me. I also want to take this opportunity to thank yongming for accompanying me to the hospital yesterday. Without his help, I don't think I can go there on my own, anyway I don't think there will be anybody else that will come to my aid besides him at that time.
Thank you.

Basically this wraps up the week for me and the only thing interesting happened is the fall that I had. I'm so happy, I'm going to meet up with Adeline for our long awaited hot cakes that this wednesday, hahaha. Take care folks!

Art makes the canvas red. Hahaha

I wanted to give up, but somehow something made me stay.

i was once sure of what i wanted and how i would proceed, but after certain things and through talking to some, i guess im back at square one.
part of me had given up, while the other half still persists, clinging onto hope.

show me some signs..
guide me.

something is always there, to represent you.

Like I said, a photo speaks of a thousand words

Photographs speak a thousand words.

taken sometime ago when playing mahjong

Peekaboo! Taken together during christmas day.

Well, the same for this!

More to come..

2010, with love.

Happy new year to all readers out there, in the blink of an eye, there goes the year 2009 and here we are welcoming year 2010. Of course, not many of us would really welcome the new year, it means everyone will turn older. I cant believe im turning 23 soon .. but i guessed i just cant help it. Well, nobody could! (:

So now, let me recall what I've done in 2009.

Army
I've so called 'finished' my service for the nation. Made really great friends there, hoping to keep in contact still, after we ORD. My men, my batch of specialists which mainly from the TA, RNS and Arthur Battery. Wanna thank these great friends for making life there 'enjoyable'
-Peizhi, Elson, Leong, Eric, Andy, Jiunn, Calvin, Zhenghao, Yisan, Chiong wei, Alfred etc...
-Jiabin, Alfres, Daniel, Jun' an, Choy etc..

School
I've enrolled into NTU to further my studies, well times are really tough there. You can never fully catch up with what the lecturers are teaching. Ended my first examinations like a month ago, results were not really good. Kinda expected it since I didn't really put much effort into it. Perhaps, I should say efforts input were not enough. I've joined to play inline hockey, I don't have any hockey history so it's rather difficult for me to learn now. Just to play and have fun.

Life
Alot of people are kinda interested in my life (well, I supposed). To them, I'm a mysterious person. I don't really talk about myself much unless I'm willing to speak up, which I don't usually do. I shall talk about it briefly since there's nothing much to talk about. Life's never been easy for me, or anyone of us but it still goes on. I've been hurt maybe once or twice, I can't really remember exactly but wasn't a very good experience. Luckily there's someone, well maybe not always, there for me - my pillar of strength and hope. You know who you are, thank you! =)
I've got myself a god daughter, I call her breen (not her actual name). Such an adorable baby girl!
I'm learning to play an instrument, the guitar. Like I've said, it's not easy to learn something as you grow older. Things like that are best learnt when young. I think I can express myself better with music and art.
Nearing the end of the year, I've come up with the best gift received award. Naturally this 'award' will go to 'slim'boo! because it's handmade. Handmade gifts are usually the best, but that does not mean that I don't appreciate the gifts that I've received. Either way, I wanna thank all those who's involved. Much appreciated =)

Finally, it's the last part of this post. Here are some simple messages for some people.

Adeline: I want to see breen! I want to play with her. hahaha. and your gift is still with me. Hope you are stilll doing well, and please don't fall sick so easily! Let's meet up and have a good chat. See you soon! =)
P.S: Our hotcakes date! =D

Stupid but lovable Boo! : Our anniversary is coming soon! Haha, but guess what? You can't ask much from a poor student like me. Let's keep it going and going and going and yada yada.. My pillar of strength and hope, thank you. =)
P.S : I still haven returned you the bite from before!

K: You don have to apologise, it's not your fault for not being able to say anything because I seldom talk about the problems itself. So there's really nothing much you can talk about. Anyway you're not the only one who would feel this way, I supposed others can't comment much either, except for a few our there. And please don't be afraid of me, I'm not that scary. Hahaha.

Thanks for reading!

Movie Cast: The Female lead

It's been many years, 6 years? And here it comes again..
Now, I'm really confused.
I don't know how to proceed nor do I know what I want.
Show me a sign, and let me know how to proceed...