40th post. Now I'm a free man

Morning people. Today's a great Saturday, well I supposed. Been working for the past 2 months and now it's time to take a break and really enjoy myself before I'm exported out of the mainland =D

Work was rather okay at BOSCH, and my contract ended yesterday. I will not miss my work, but I'll miss feeding the two security dogs at Tat Ann Building. One was rather friendly but the male dog was easily agitated. Even I couldn't believe it that I actually tried to get near those security dogs. I fed them once in a while after my lunch break.

I wonder what I'm going to do at the start of new week? Hmmm, besides staying at home, there must be some places that I can go, definitely not back to BOSCH of course. Well, we'll see. It's good to plan ahead but not too far ahead at times. I'll just live normally and act on situations then.

Where to today? Town anyone? But it's Saturday and the town must be real packed with people. Maybe I should go on weekdays, I want to get myself a cap. My dear grace, are you getting me one soon?! Hahaha.

(:

To Downtown!

Woke up early in the morning and went to orchard with Yongming. I wanted to get myself a cap so I searched and and low for one and sadly, I couldn't find any!! That is so sad. In the end I got myself an Adidas jacket for $109. I liked that jacket, it's not the standard jacket everyone is wearing. Mine's a climate cool jacket, meant for soccer training? The colour is black, white and brightly orange coloured w/ a hood.

Stayed at home after that as I was very tired. Channel U showed Initial D at 8.45pm
In my conclusion about that show, Jay Chou can't act (Sorry girl, daddy just couldn't stand that crying part when he broke up with his girl =Pp).

I can't wait for the Friday to come, the day where my contract ends. I don't think I will want to extend the contract IF there is a chance, I just want to take a break from work. It's such a bore, I should enjoy more before I get enlisted. Speaking of which, I'm working tomorrow morning - So mundane!

Zzz.



To love or not to love, that is the question.

Specially for you

Happy 20th birthday Kristie!
Hope your wishes will come true!
Stay truly happy always, alright?! (:

Brand new day awaits.

Today's a Wednesday, I should go driving soon if not I'll get rusty. Started working at Bosch yesterday, it was totally slack. The pay is better compared to the previous company I'm working for. Moreover, the location is so freaking near to my place - WALKING DISTANCE! XD

Brought some stupid pig to eat at Sakae(say SA-KAI-EE) sushi and spent a total of $68.xx It's been a long time since I last went there to eat, I'm quite a regular there. I love the green tea and one of the Dons. After eating then headed straight for home. Finally, I've received my CapitaCard yesterday. The moment i saw "Dante Chen", I knew what it was somehow because I only used this experimental name when applying for the card. It's has already been activated today. Now i can do online transactions provided I have the reserves to do it.

It turns out that I'm getting better as the day passes, not that sad nor troubled. I can feel that a great day will be waiting for me somewhere ahead of time. People don't understand me, neither do I allow them to.


CONTRaDICTING.

untitled

Is it really true that everyone changes after they found their own partner?
Then why will I even bother to get my best efforts and think about how to resolve the matter and causing my previous r/s to be strained. It's weird to be telling your female partner that you're feeling sad over a girl, that isn't related to her nor related to me in blood - It's just not right. But why did I do so? It's either that I'm not afraid to cause strain in my r/s in exchange for the friendship back or I'm just plain stupid.

No one is perfect, we all did the wrong things before, chose the wrong choice or simply not doing anything which is indirectly wrong (avoiding the problem is not right!). I'm not perfect, neither are you. For every wrong things that we do, we will usually want a second chance. It's like condemning someone and giving him a death sentence straight. Even giving a death sentence requires serious thinking and views from others. It's not like you are wrong in your choices, what you have chosen is what you think is right, be it morally or immorally.

Perhaps I'm not talking sense here, you judge for yourself. People often overlook that sometimes they themselves are in the wrong, to push the blame onto others is only human. In this selfish world, there's always a "Me First!".

For everything that I've have done wrongly, I just want to say I'm sorry.









Say if you're in the wrong, would you apologise for your wrongdoings too? (:

Stolen song

One short post.

Sometimes it's weird how you get to know someone and that person can click so well with u, like you have known each other for ages - destiny, fate perhaps? However it's also weird how those people can just disappear in your life say, just a few months later? Everything happened just in an instant. Maybe the both of us didn't put in effort, maybe we just took things for granted or perhaps it was just me but i kinda miss the friendship sometimes. Oh well, I guess there's nothing much I can do either.






Just a short post.

Driving crazy.

Went town with Siewkoon yesterday as she wanted to shop for fathers' day gift. I met her late cause I didn't feel like going early. When we met up, we walked abit then we searched for a place to have our dinner. It's a crappy Saturday night as all eating places were packed with humans, so we bought McDonalds' and brought it outside to eat. Do not buy the Shrek burger, it tastes like crap. Soon we left the Takashimaya area and proceed to far east to look for her shoes. Walked around fareast, got nothing and so we left. On the bus, we met alot of our whitelyan juniors. Finally I saw Siyu! She's going to be a nurse when she grows up, a noble job. The rest I'm not really keen about it. Hahahaha.

Edric, Sharon, Selina and Jason then came to my place later, I offered them a ride because I didn't want to stay at home. It'll make me go through a hell of thinking process and make myself feel low again. Today's Sunday, I'm feeling better now and I told myself that after this week, I'm going back to my normal self, with or without my mask on. Anyway, Edric is really poor with his directions on the road, everytime give wrong directions -____- The most vivid thing about last night's driving is that I turned into the direction for the oncoming car then I faster turn around and exited it. We had supper at Selina's place, chomp chomp - and they still haven paid me fully yet! =Pp
Sent Jason home then next off, the Bishan kakis - Edric and Sharon. Finally it's my turn to drive myself home. I've parked the car and got out of it and headed home.



Driving is seriously tiring.

One beautiful saturday morning

Rise and shine everybody and let us enjoy this Saturday morning. My apologies for not updating for this period of time, I felt disgustingly lazy. Like you said, cobwebs surrounding the places already - time for some cleaning up :D

Recently haven been feeling really well, some things have made me feel very low, but i managed to survive it somehow. Friends in need are friends indeed, but where are my friends? Oh well, that night was horrible. I was desperately in need of talking to someone then, but yeah, no aid just to survive on that horrible night.

Went to CMPB to take my Piloting Aptitude Test few days back, it was rather hard and I felt that I've screwed up. It's like my dreams are going bust, maybe not everyone is cut out for piloting.

I've quit my admin job yesterday, now it's time for me to relax abit. I shall practice my driving more often, memorise the roads that I've been to and things like that. Anybody want a ride around Singapore?

Now I'm using the new computer which is in my room, I kinda like it as there are brightly coloured led lights on my CPU tower, keyboard and mouse. When I switch off the lights in my room, their true colours will show. It's beautiful and say, romantic? Ha. The new system is good, finally I've been able to play most of the games that I couldn't play IN THE PAST. Hell yeah!

Well I think that's about it for now, I'm hesitating if I should go out later. Perhaps I should stay at home. Yeah, perhaps.





Who needs love anyway? (: