it's ok if people don't appreciate your efforts, what matters most is you know you've done your part.
at least there's somebody to hear you out.

you think you'll be bothered by my family matters? you think you wanna hear me out? there's so many stuff i wanna say to everyone, but im just so scared.

i seriously don't know what i want anymore, i lead such a messed up life.
maybe one day, i should start to reconstruct everything, putting missing pieces back into the picutre.

i'm feel so .. exhausted.
lost of sleep and lost of appetite.
it feels like my stomach is abit smaller now. hahaha.



the song "my way", i can never get sick of it even if i play it for a day.