Why so serious?!

I just caught 'The Dark Knight' yesterday, and guessed what? Joker is the man. I see some similarities between myself and him, just that I don't kill but I love knives. He's so cool! I love his attitude, his beliefs in human nature. He's alone, he don't fucking care. I see myself in him.

Life is just a game, whatever doesn't kill you, makes you ... stranger.

Went for my pilot interview this morning, well I knew I wouldn't pass it. When I was waiting for the interview, my mind was like 'Fuck, I shouldn't have came here in the first place' and I can't wait to leave. The passion for being a fighter pilot slowly died down when SAF inefficiencies slowly grow into me. Waited for like hmm.. very long before this fucking interview came. Why wait till I get my 3SG chevrons then tell me 'Are you interested in becoming a pilot?' Hahahahaha, I'm starting to think like Joker, I'm starting to lose control of myself, I'm starting to forsake things I once dreamt to be, I'm starting to not give a damn to anything.

Why so serious? Let's put a smile to that face.

Hahahaha... hahahaha

days spent away

Hollah amigos!

Met up with Jasmine on Wednesday during my nights out, she drove me around so I suggested to go to T3 since she haven't eat Popeye in a rather long time. It was an enjoyable time 'cause I haven't felt so relaxed already. The environment there is not bad, just that there's crowd in the eating place. Sat down, chit-chat over dinner and went shopping for groceries afterwards. Time passed very quickly so without knowing, it's time to report back camp already.

Then on friday night, I wasn't feeling very well. So I told my friends that I will not be joining them for a drink. It was a last minute decision! But again, I did not wish to stay at home so I drove out and went to Admiralty to look for Jingying. Finally I get to meet her, haven't seen her since 2, 3years ago. Went to T3 again 'cause I got no place to go to. Had Yakun over there and left the place.

Saturday, everyone is looking forward to Fridays and weekends. I went to bugis with my zombud and Valerie was there! Ah, my secret admirer (Don't tell others that she likes me. Hahahaha just kidding about that.) 

I will update more when I get back

Suffering.

I think I finally knew what went wrong. 

From that day on, I lost my soul.

I just realised that you stole it away.

Maybe all the while I have just been avoiding the fact,

running away from the truth.

I can no longer be the same guy as before.

Such a troublesome matter,

but yet I cant shake it off.

It has been 5 years already.

One bad saturday

Its Saturday/Sunday morning and it isn't really good. I practically wasted my saturday. I only went out in the night, ate dinner/supper then headed down to Punggol Marina cos Joel wanted to go prawning. At the end of the 1hour, nothing was caught so he gave up and we headed back home.

Nothing much today. Zz!

I nearly smashed into this cab, suddenly turn out just like that. Stupid! 

I probably have died a long time ago ..

My first off.

Right, as the title speaks for itself, today is battalion off because yesterday was SAF day. The people think that we've done pretty well and I think we deserve the praise. Much efforts were put into the event, and I saw many one-star generals around. 3 bars no longer hold any place in my eyes. 

Went to Funan IT Mall with Xiaoting, Natalie and Mingwei(Natalie's bf). They went to buy macbook together. It looked cool but was rather heavy. Then we went to Ngee Ann tower A to settle some admin stuff as Xiaoting applied for a job. After that we went to her house to figure out how the macbook is to be used. First of all, the interface looked very strange to me. The windows couldn't be maximized etc. I'm not a mac user, so perhaps a VAIO for me will be good. I saw one pretty looking set at Funan. I supposed it's not cheap though.

Had dinner and went back home. Rather short day, but enjoyable one cos I haven't seen them in a while. Perhaps we should meet up for dinner/supper again soon.

The blurry image fades..

I should refrain myself from falling in love. hahahah