in pain.

Finally I'm back home to rest for a little while before going back to the dreaded place. With a fractured finger, why don't they give me MC instead? God knows why, but nonetheless I still feel pain. Right, always hating army, I, can't change my thoughts towards it. Perhaps I should stay less pessimistic, but can I?

I really wanted to stay happy, a person without trouble like before - always smiling, always jovial. Unlike now, full of deception, always hiding and telling myself it's going to be over although the end is far from near.


Maybe I need to do something to get my adrenaline pumping, to keep myself awake. Maybe I should consider getting a Class 2B licence. Hmmm ....



Emotion - the greatest weakness of mankind.