i can sense a tough week ahead. finally im proceeding to my final 3 papers, im so sick of studying. life is so monotonous here. everyday you wake up, do something for awhile then you'll spent most of the time studying. nothing interests me from what i've studied except for materials, which the paper just ended today. sigh..
how am i gonna survive the tougher papers to come? maths .. i really detested maths.


went town to celebrate yuhong's birthday last friday. had dinner with the rest of the guys then we went to crew room.. to sing and to drink. long time never visited such places, really brings back memories when i started drinking and playing pub games. the main reason for me to go for that celebration is rather simple.. there's a few people i wanna see. basically my pillar of strength and hope - my boo counterpart whom bit me while i wasn't paying attention (you're gonna get it! grrr..) and imaginary isa's mother whom i'll only get to see and talk to in person once in a while.. missed the times where we spoke often, well probably.

after that i went to meet angeline at supperclub, and we had supper at geylang 1 2 6 (wan toh sek). the "shark's fin" soup there is good, guessed she knew where are the better night spots than i do. and without saying, i sent her back home.







and if you happened to be reading my blog, here's one for you.
"i know you're waiting for my exams to end then we can watch the new moon. well, be patient! hahahaha (: "

and

dear pillar, the foundations lay strong and let's work towards a future for one which wont crumble. we'll be the best and always will be.. thank you for the times you've shown me your support and also for the trust you've given me.. no matter what you've become of or how bad life can be, i'll always be here, for i'll survive =)

the best since 21st jan o5

"im feeling ... confused. only i can solve my own riddles to life.."

"If we ask what's wrong and you said 'nothing' then we will act like nothing's wrong.
We know you're just lying but it's just not worth the hassle.."

quote from guys to girls.

two words: life suck.

we were born to suffer..
and everyday i pray, that i have the power to bring doom to this world.
i tried to be positive, but it seems like nothing turns out well.
and now im stuck with studying something i dont understand, something i dont enjoy.

i feel that im just wasting my time away..




biker girl, where art thou?

the first paper sucked! im so angry with myself. feeling sad because i dont know if i'll pass, sigh.
worst of all, i couldn't find anyone to go blading with me, no one's to blame because it's too last minute. im not very optimistic about it in the first place anyway..

went out for a drive to bukit timah area to have supper w/ buu! and daryl. it's not the supper, but i just felt like driving and i nearly lost control of the car while negotiating a bend. it's kinda exciting, i love such thrill. and come to think about it, life is always about seeking thrills.. you can classify me under "adreneline junkie"

I just love friday nights, it's where all cars come out to play..

Exams please dont screw me up...

i am totally delighted today. it feels so relaxing just to look at breen being playful. all of us met up at plaza singapura's MFM. suddenly i feel so honoured to get a treat.. mmm! spoke to both of them and took a few photographs with the instax. also i get to know of few ways to handle kids.. maybe i'll try it out when i have one myself .

there's definately certain things i will try, like allowing the baby to take chilli or the taste of mayonaise at the age of one etc.. funny things that you wouldn't think of. certain things you just have to start from young. haha.

had a sumptous dinner and i really appreciate the treat.
thanks! i think it's more than what i've done at the celebration.

finally, i get to carry breen and take a good photo of her smiling. so cute!
but too bad, i have no scanners so no pics. ( too bad boo! you want you can come my house to take a look at my instax album. )



and adeline, the banana biscuits really not nice lah, she should try the real honey stars :D

mirror mirror on the wall.

had a very busy saturday yesterday. went to the aloha loyang in the afternoon to help out with the preparation for the big day. brought along my camera with me to capture whatever i can take along with me and hopefully to develop them if time and finances permit.

well, of course none of the photos consists of me, i couldnt possibly take myself but i'm kinda angry with myself for not taking photographs with my god daughter! omg. totally forgotten about it. anyway she was really busy, really busy transferring from arms to arms. It's kinda amusing that she didn't lay her feet on the ground after some time, probably when the crowd started coming in. because it was raining rather heavily outside, the place sounded and looked like very rowdy. people were everywhere, and looking for seats were kinda difficult moreover i'm supposed to be moving about. as it was getting late, different groups of people started to gather around the main table and sang the birthday song to the little girl. btw, the cake's design was elmo the bloody monster. elmo with diapers to be exact.. and OH MY GOD! WHO KILLED ELMO?! well, make a guess ..

after the main highlight of the event, people returned to their own cliques and i was left around wondering what to do next. luckily some nice souls were there to "entertain" me abit, if not i'll be left at the corner stoning. and soon, some of the crowd started leaving, making space for me to sit. and awhile more, it's time to me to leave to as there's nothing more for me to shoot at.

traffic was bad on the way home, but eventually i calmed down when i realised it was really bad to be losing my temper while driving. however, if you're driving slow, even if it's on a rainy day, please stop hogging the right lane.




after yesterday, i start to realise love is kinda wonderful afterall. spoke to one of adeline's husband's relatives/friends, his baby is bound to come out mid november. can see the joys and anticipations from his face, looking at such expressions i cant help but to feel happy for him and his wife.
im always in a dilemma, anyway love doesnt find its way to me. we always share the same polarity.

" l-o-v-e is just another word i never learn to pronounce "

often we are too engrossed in other people's faults but only to forget to take a good look at ourselves. let's start all over again shall we?



and adeline : let's go french instead. paragon is too cheap! haha =)