Thursday, May 06, 2010

My my my..

My oh my, finally exams has officially ended - paper today was terrible as well. But like every other good things around, there must be an end somehow. Recalling back the torturous days, where I keep facing the same stupid scenery for weeks.



I really hated this place.

I took some of my belongings back home and now, soon I'm going to make my second trip down again. Just needed some rest to relax, however things don't look too well. I'm falling sick, and the headache is just terrible.


Look at all those past year papers! Looks like it's not the end.
Tune in for more ...



All along I wanted to tell you a little something..
but ...

Tuesday, May 04, 2010

What the fuck?!

It's another depressing paper..
Seriously, what am I doing here in university? Sigh.

During my paper today, I spaced out and I had thoughts about apply Laselle or Nafa while my question is still blank.

Seems like the thought had really gone out of hand..

Sigh.

Depressing ...

Saturday, May 01, 2010

Back for more.

It's been really long since I last entered this typing space (don't take the overdued post into consideration..), for I haven't seen or encountered anything interesting to blog about, until recently..

Time, an element which cannot be manipulated by any of us, passes by without you knowing it. When I look back in time, I've realised the many changes which took place around me. Come to think of it, I've been in that stupid school for almost a year and the exams are also coming to an end ( 2 more papers!! ) Well, everything has to come to an end some day I supposed, be it good or bad.

Been pretty stressed up at work due to the continual studying which took place during the examination period. It feels like all life has been ceased, and I'm feeling zombified whenever I returned to that same spot which I'll study at. It's always the process whereby you wake up> eat >hit the books >eat >sleep. Life feels like a loop command, you don't get to do anything else besides a little of facebook and twitter. And after every exam paper, I'll come out feeling really depressed- which got me thinking back on friday's paper. I'm sure to fail, even with moderation, I bound to take it the next year :[

Depressing ...


I'm glad that I'm being appreciated. The smiles that you can bring onto the faces of others, the feeling of joy that you can give others, even for a short period of time, makes me happy.
It's like trying to extend a helping hand to save someone out of a shithole, perhaps ultimately things won't change but at that instance you've brought joy to them.
Thank you.
Thank you for appreciating me.
And yes, I'll always be there.
And because of you,
I'm really happy...
Thank you.


Thursday, April 15, 2010

OVERDUED!

ok i know im late but, EXAM'S COMING ! so wait.. be patient, JUST A LITTLE WHILE MORE ALRIGHT? :D

I wanna let all my limited supporters know that i really appreciate your efforts for checking out this blog even though it's hasnt been updated for quite some time. THANK YOU! *cheers! :D

Thursday, February 18, 2010

First of all, happy new year guys. It got to be the best period of the year! Chinese has always a problem when it comes to gambling. We, love to take chances. Ok, maybe not all of us but most of us gamble during this period of time.
Besides having to gamble, we'll get red packets from our family and relatives and on and forth. BUT!! to me, I feel that getting red packets is secondary, it's more of the blessings especially from my mother's relatives. It's always very lively when they come to my place during the second day of new year.

And now, I'm back at school! BORING! Didn't really like my timetable, especially the subjects I'm doing. 3 tests coming up next week, and I haven't started doing any. So dead, so dead.

So, have you had fun during CNY ?
Please remember, gambling has it's risk. Always limit yourself and don't get drawn in too deep (:

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Hello people, it's me again with an injured leg this time. I had quite a great fall from blading on wednesday, and now im like full of injuries. My mobility had been hindered slightly, but it's not too bad least I can walk on my own, slowly but surely. School's been pretty bad to me recently, classes were damn tough and its not easy to understand. I supposed it might just be me not putting enough effort in school, but that's just school.

Over the weekends, I've been staying at home and spending most of my time sleeping, all thanks to the medication the hospital had given me. I also want to take this opportunity to thank yongming for accompanying me to the hospital yesterday. Without his help, I don't think I can go there on my own, anyway I don't think there will be anybody else that will come to my aid besides him at that time.
Thank you.

Basically this wraps up the week for me and the only thing interesting happened is the fall that I had. I'm so happy, I'm going to meet up with Adeline for our long awaited hot cakes that this wednesday, hahaha. Take care folks!



Art makes the canvas red. Hahaha


I wanted to give up, but somehow something made me stay.

Monday, January 18, 2010

i was once sure of what i wanted and how i would proceed, but after certain things and through talking to some, i guess im back at square one.
part of me had given up, while the other half still persists, clinging onto hope.

show me some signs..
guide me.