Days in SISPEC are really taking a toll on me, both physically and mentally. After taking charge of my own platoon for around 2 days, this time round I'm appointed to take charge of the whole company which consists of 3 platoons. Holy Crap! I never expected that to happen, for I thought that I could relax and sleep with a piece of mind but nonetheless, some things just happen. I'm scared seriously, I feel that I lacked the leadership qualities. Sigh!
There's one good news though, I got my appointment for pilot selection interview. This stage is the one I feared the most. Now I just got to do my best, it's not like I can really become a pilot, there are still many criterias to meet. I really hope I can get my piloting license. For the money, and for the pride as a pilot.
I'm having a bad day .. I feel demoralised and I feel depressed :(
Sigh ..
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