fear

what do i fear most?

someone wished for me that i have another dog after NS because i'll be much happier with one around.
i supposed that is true, but too bad HDB apartment cannot rear big dogs. I wanted to keep really fierce dogs like a shepard or show dogs like a chowchow. Chowchows are so cute with their black tongues. Mesmerizing!
But when i bring the chow chow to ecp, i cannot hold it because ... i know the reason and i aint telling it out =)

Booking in really soon, damn i hate this period of time and i don get to book out on friday next week due to outfield training. i hope i get swine flu or some weird influenza illness so that i can get hospitalised and rest there for weeks.

anyway i got myself a camera bag, im so glad.










get well soon!
your smile brightens my day.