just came back from outfield on saturday morning, damn waste of time. I seriously hate NS. although I've said this plenty of times, but it just felt like it isn't enough.
life has been pretty taxing on me mentally.. things just won't stop coming. I've been sleeping lesser each day, and when I saw the mirror, I finally saw dark rings around my eyes.
I feel damn cool now .. but ultimately it is still mentally taxing.

please be very patient with me..

I lost the will to carry on.. I feel like a walking zombie







please come back soon ..