Long due.

Alright, with a depressing heart with me, I came to blog. Let's start of with Friday.

Friday,

booked out then as usual cabbed home. Time spent outside cannot be wasted, for money cannot compensate for time wastage. Then went out to meet Elson for a ride together, so I went Sengkang to meet him first. Travelled to find a showboat campmate, but he went for elson's car instead. Went to Changi Village to have Dimsum, then drove round the car to see trannys. I saw a very pretty one, but too bad.. Went to the big carpark later by myself because I went to the wrong route so I waited for him there. Then there were two trannys, approaching me and one of them called out for me! I pretended I didn't hear anything and quickly drove away. SCARY ! ugh! Then came Elson and I followed him around the stretch of road leading to SFT. Sat in his car for the first time, and the feeling cannot be felt from within my car. Perhaps that's the difference in power. 

1 word for the night. FUN!

Saturday

Drove to Vivo with Hongwei, following behind Jiasheng's car. I love to follow behind cars, so I don't have to worry about going holland :D Ate at Dragon gate restaurant, it was a buffet. Absolutely delicious! Jiasheng, Kelly, Jinkiat, Hongwei, Minglong and me. Next we went for a movie treat, Rouge Crocodile. Well, it sucked! Something like Anaconda type of movie, btw the croc looks like a dinosaur. FAT! Went to Minglong's house after that for wanting to play the PS3. In the end I played a game of soccer then I fell asleep already. I was drained, dry! Went home after that.

Sunday.

I feel sick today. My body is hot and I've been having headache for the whole day. Suspect - Fever! Well, I donno but I feel weak. Went to J8 to get my goods stocked up, spend almost $20 plus. Gonna book in later, this is so depressing but oh well, no choice. LL have to serve, have to serve.

Ok here are some of the photo's taken at the birthday parties that I went last saturday.

Group Photo Taken at Judy's Birtday.

There is she again.

Okay, this is the main lead - Judy. The photo is rather blurry though.

Then I rush down to Agnes Birthday. Meet Princess Fatty! *pinchpinch* =pPp

This is the group photo taken there, Cscc friends.

More photos coming up, they are with slowpoke mok. She's EXTREMELY SLOW. Ugh!

I feel so sick :(

...

I envy many types of people. Some are those who'll truly celebrate their own birthdays. Unlike me, I don't really bother about it, always lacking in ideas on what to do during birthdays. The richer ones will go all the way to having servers and DJs in their parties, while the not so rich ones do it the cliche method. As for me, I don't really know about myself either - when somebody wants to help me celebrate, that's good. If not, it's ok for I wouldn't mind.

I'm turning older and older, with more things to consider now. I feel so pressurized just by the thought, what more when the real thing happens. Maybe I need someone to talk to, maybe I just wouldn't want to open up. Well maybe someone who sees this will like to give it a try (if you even bother, that is). Who knows, I might just open up. 

Photos for the birthdays will be posted up soon, I hoped. 

Earliest will be next satuday PROVIDED :

1st : The photos are being sent to me.

2nd : I feel like I will be blogging.

3rd : I don't get confined.

Last : If I can remember.

I need a change in myself but where should I start? Guide me.

Busy busy busy!

Forever rushing saturdays. Weekend schedules (usually saturdays) were planned a week ago, so if you wanna ask me out, do it way before hand ok? Hahaha. Yesterday was very rushing in the night for I have to go to three birthday parties - Judy, Yih dar and Fatty! (Agnes). Before the last light, I went to town with Jinkiat in the day to scout for present. He drove me there and we headed to paragon - my idea. I roughly had an idea of what to get, so we headed down to Swarovski and I got what I wanted. Next up, we headed for lunch at the Japanese soba cafe(?) located at the basement. The sweet waitress is still there (omg!) but the other much sweeter and shy one isn't around. Oh well..

I need a card so drove to city link and I got a special card, so memorable (a ghey card! =P) Then I headed back home from there to prepare my stuff. Everything was rushing! aaaaaaaa!

And so the journey begins. First up, I drove down to chinatown. The road there is horrendous, somehow I got lost and I wasted alot of time driving in circles. Judy held her birthday party at globalsound cafe, it was a cafe. d0h! Very cosy, and finally got to meet her. Not much change in her, perhaps much sweeter now? Then drove to Yihdar's birthday at Home Team NS located at the end of Pasir Ris Park. Ok, I holland-ed there, thus wasting time YET again. The final checkpoint of the day, Aloha Loyang. The (fat?)princess party, haha. Gave her the present and saw Daryl, Sharon, Edric and Grace waiting for me. Apparently they reached for quite awhile before me. Chatted with the rest and then sent Grace back home. I nearly fell asleep on the way back, it seems like a journey too long.

p.s: Fatty! Hope you like the present yeah? It's not really special but that's the best I can do within the short time frame. The card will make up for it! =D *pinchpinch*

Spread your wings like a butterfly and feel the wind.

in search for my blue and blurry.

Daily Routine

25th March.

3rd year Death Anniversary for Tracy, You've been missed still.

Friday.

Drove to camp christine for FO camp at night, that place was really fucked. I wouldn't want to drive there by myself, it's such a lonely journey with not a single soul area except for those on operations. Btw, it's at Lim Chu Kang - just around the cemetary area. Aim of going there is more of a gathering for me rather than helping out. It'll be weird if I were to go help out, because of the many new faces. KIDS ~ hahahaha!

Saturday.

Did not sleep because I need to go meet my friends for ubin cycling trip. Supposedly to meet at Juncti8n for breakfast at 0830hrs, but it turned out that I fell asleep around 0700hrs to 1000hrs. So much for trying to stay awake but late in the end. So I took a cab down to meet the guys at Changi Village first, like before lunch then off to the jetty. Due to lack of time I shall summarize the day - very fun and enjoyable experience, will do it again some time soon (:

Sunday.

Nothing out of the norm. The day of few words - tired and depressed.

I slept a total of 8hours for 2 days .. whooo! @_@!!

So who's gonna get hurt in the end? (:

Some things will never be the same anymore ... and you know that.

Guess what?! Sunday again

Right, it's Sunday once again. This week is rather good, not for the field camp that I've been through but the long weekend. How nice if NS were to cut down to 4 days working week, thus no one will have to suffer.

Drove alot, here and there this weekend. Good news is, Jinkiat finally got his license(one more driving khaki). Met up with alot of people, then went to extreme ends of Singapore. Spent alot on fuel. Basically I have nothing much to update..

Perhaps later .

(2031hrs)

Alright, I'm back from dinner and now I'm full. The same thing which happened every Sunday night, the mood starts to drop as the hour past. Booking in later at 2230, sigh! Anyway, I really hope the week will be peaceful for me, because now all the fucked up sergeants are coming out and I don't even respect them for god's sake. Life as a trainee - get fucked.

Oh well ... 

Blue and blurry, when will you appear ?

Sick!

Finally found some time to update my blog, it's been a rushing weekend. And now, I feel sick. Not as in I fall sick, but I feel sick. It has always been the way the hour before booking in, I don't want to book in. SIGH :( 

Saturday.

Met up with zombud(Siewkoon) to city hall to get a birthday card at Citylink. Then had lunch and we walked around Suntec. Nothing unusual happened, did not see Mas Selamat around. Then went to celebrate Xiaoting's birthday at some chalet located in East Coast Park (Costa sands?). The place was very packed with her family, relatives and friends. Spent most of my time to do some catching up with some of the guys(inclusive of male and female). During the present opening "ceremony", I felt paiseh because I actually forgotten to take out the price tag(DOH!) stupid salesgirl. Hope she'll like it, although it's just a cheap and small gift. Drove back home at around 2am. Tired!

Sunday.

Mom left for Bangkok early in the morning. Did not managed to see her off because I was sleeping. Then went to had a haircut in the morning and rushed back home because I have another birthday to go to, Jenny's. Met up with the 2 Jasmines and Mingching then head over to Jenny's place. Since I have test to study, I didn't really stay quite long. Left after cutting of the cake. Then rushed home again to study, and I supposed I couldn't remember things after I go to bed today. Oh well....

Again, I don't feel like booking in.

SAVE ME!

SOMEONE CHEER ME UP :(

Going through another phase of bmt ?

Sigh, I hate the life NOW in NS. It feels like I'm once again, a recruit. Nobody to talk to during free time, I don't have the sense of belonging in the current unit. Perhaps, I should cut down with my discriminating habits. I'm booking in tonight, I'm feeling depressed .. I have no one else.

Btw, I didn't make it to either Pilot or Sniper :(

I bought myself a new phone (non-camera of course) at far east. Samsung SGH-F200, slick ! Nothing much to update recently, I don't wanna talk about life in camp. Went to my BMT/SISPEC bunkmate's house for lunch on Saturday. It's like a mini gathering after passing out from SISPEC. Saw my Sgt and we chatted for awhile, watched an Indian movie, Om Shanti Om, not that bad but I didn't manage to see the complete movie because I was playing my psp too.

Headed to town with Jonathan to get my stuff and search for a new phone (the one which I bought). I'm glad I bought that phone, I didn't really like it at first, however I'm starting to like it now. Samsung always got this same problem, very soft ringtones but powerful vibrators. They'll make a good vibrator, if you're in need that is. 

Somehow I feel so lonely, I don't feel like going in...

sigh.